DISCONTINUED // Prisoner of my own device (fairy tail//jerza)

≫Stuck in my head≪

I wanna scream! My whole worlds comeing crashing down around my frost bitten feet. I feel like I've been standing behind a tarp, completely isolated from the rest of humanity, total Oblivious to everything outside of it.

I clutch my head tighter as I'm thrown to the floor of the rock prison.
"Thank you men, I'll watch her over night" the demoness creator hisses over top of my full blown screaming thoughts.
"Liar" I keep babbling, over and over like clattering teeth in December, And it's all his fault.

Jellal Fernandez, sweet Jellal that could never even hurt a fly. Never lay a hand in anyone. I guess as you age you lose track of morals, promises, commitments, and even your own lies. Or maybe you just told that lie enough that you even believe that it's true.

I can remember so vividly how my mother would pay my head and tell me "he'll come back, he always does" when ever I would cry over missing Jellal.

Then the day came that she couldn't do that anymore because of her "sudden" death. Yeah that how they explained it to me, my own mothers death was explained to me as "sudden" and "unexpected". Bullshit.

Once I was old enough my father told me straight. She was killed when they attacked in the night, they stormed that castle. My father said they tried to take me, I was only my be 10. I can remember them coming into my room. she fought back, my mother, and was killed, by one of them... A soldier of Our enemy's of 13 years.

And you know a soldier can't just do as he pleases. He has to be told to do it by the caption or co- captain and for a while now that has apparently been Jellal!!

"You..." I whisper letting go of my now pounding head and standing straight
"You!" I scream again this time loud enough to hear.

I watch as Jellals face pokes out from the bars. "What are you babbling about?" He says with his famous emotionless stairs.

"Your the reason she's dead! You are the co-caption meaning you have to pass orders, and that means you had to pass the order for someone to murder my mother and kidnap me!" I scream at his as I walk close to the bars and starts to hit at them. I can see in Jellals face I hit a nerve because he starts a it at the mention of my mother.

I continue to slam on the bars. feeling my hands grow wet from blood I continue again and again pounding on the metal until he grabs my hands into his cold ones and I feel the spark again. "Please don't hurt yourself" he whispers slowly being my hands to his mouth and kissing the knuckle gently. And I'm not sure why...... But I let him.