DISCONTINUED // Prisoner of my own device (fairy tail//jerza)

≫We Cant Go Back≪

Juvia

"Where are we going? scarlet is that way!" Gajeel yells as we trudge into the woods farther. I chuckle a bit and continue to walk. "I told you, I'm not going back" Lucy says slapping gajeels arm.

"There has been enough fighting" she adds hooking arms with Natsu and skipping along in her way. "I think there should be more fighting myself" erza adds glaring over her shoulder at Jellal, huffing. That is before she grunts and grabs hold of her stomach.

"Erza!" Lucy quickly screams as her and I run over to take hold of her arms as she falls on to one knee. For a split second I think I see jellals face become very worried and he Almost lusted over to help her. Sweet

Erza

Lucy made Natsu carrie me the rest of the way to the small cottage that she apparently had gone to as a child in the middle of the nowhere even though I told her I was good to walk.

I groan again as Natsu lays me down on one of the small bed in the cottage. "Thank you Natsu" l whisper as I try and sit up by fail and fall back to the bed.

You know, it's kinda weird to lay here well all of your friends watch you in pain because of another person standing in the room. "Are you alright?" Juvia asks. I nod as I groan again.

"Could I ask you to take off your armor?" Levy smiles and taps on the metal boxlike things around my chest. I nod and quickly re-equip into some regular old clothing. A pink tank top and blue skirt.

"And the shirt?" Levy adds making everyone else kinda blush. Pain quickly hits my stomach again and I nod. As quick as i could I rip the tank top over my head revealing a bra and a purple bruise and a few cuts.

"Now do something" I practically scream. I watch as jellals face falls seeing my skin bruised and bloody, and he turns to leave the house. serves him right feeling bad because his men were the one that did this to me.

Lucy quickly comes over to me and dabs my stomach with a cold cloth.
"Any better?" she asks. I sigh and she chuckles "I'll take that as a yes"

After bandaging my stomach Lucy also bandages my arms which are full of cuts and my four head.

"Thank you Lucy" I say standing up quickly and heading for the doorway.

"And where are you going?" She asks me. "To tell the others to come back inside?"

I shake my head and continue on "to get some wood for a fire, no one else is here right now and I'm capable of doing it" I huff Pulling my boots on.

"Capable, my butt" Lucy shots back as I grab at the brass door handle. "Lucy it's not up for discussion I'm going"

I shut the door behind myself as Lucy starts yelling for me to get back into the house, it must be frustrating for her having no one ever really listen to her.

After cutting a few good logs I then try my best to pick them up, but I've Lost so much energy my arms are like hay, I quickly drop the wood again for the 5th time and huff

"Goodamn it!" I say under my breath as I look up into the now dawning sky. We have been at this cottage for a good 3 hours already and I haven't hit anything.

I sigh again and pick up the pieces of wood into my arms but yet again drop them at someone feet.

"Need some help?" He asks as I look up at him. As quick as my eyes land in him I jump to my feet and grab his chest slamming him to a tree.

"Don't even try" I say as he squirm around under my hand. "I'm not going to act all buddy buddy with you just because you let me out of that stupid cell." I yell letting go of him. "I still know what you did to her! I'll never forget" I whisper as I turn away from him.

I hear a small chuckles as I begin the pick up the wood again. "You won't be able to do that" Jellal laughs, brushing himself off as he stands.

"And how do you know that?" I Protest.

"You barley just held me to that tree, I could have snapped your arm like a twig" he laughs.

As quick as someone could blink I have my sword summoned and held to his throat.

"You shut up!" I yell holding the sword closer to his Adam's apple. I watch as his chest goes up and down in a slow motion. "I'm not afraid to leave you Shish kebabed to this tree. And I won't hesitate to do so either" I huff, summoning a small dagger in my free hand. I walk closer to Jellal turning my blade the long way along his neck, being carful to not kill my pray before I play with it. I slowly let the dagger dance long his under eye as I smirk.

I let my nose almost rub with his as I whisper "last words?"

Jellal quickly smiles and I feel his arms wrap around my waist. Then he comes closer to my face.... And I closed my eyes! I didn't push him away I closed my eyes.

"See you wanna kiss me not kill me" Jellal whisper right in front of my lips. His cold breath hits my nose and smells like mint.

I'm completely frozen, eyes shut, waiting. Stop! My mind yell. Keep going! Something else screams inside of me.

I feel Jellal smirk even with my eyes closed. He slowly comes closer and pushed his lips to mine for only a second. I feel like I was just punched or something. Something hit me like a train when I kissed him... And I don't know what it was.

I open my eye and see his starting back at mine with a smirk painted on his face. "No" I whisper and push his body back quickly.

After I'm free from his grip I just stair at him. What did he just do to me.

I watch as his mouth parts to say something but don't say long enough to here it. I take off into the woods farther as the sun breaks over the trees.

My feet suddenly come to a raging halt.
"What in the world did I just do" I say as I stop in the middle of no where. I let myself back up until my back hits a tree and I slid down with my head in my hands.

"Why didn't I..... Push him away?" I whisper shaking my head back and forth. "Why didn't I keep my eyes open!" I say a bit louder. A long silence falls over me as I sigh.

"I can't answer that " someone says from a tree In front of me as I jolt back into reality. Levy stands I front of me smiling. "But" she says sitting next to me. "You can talk to me if you need too" she smiled patting my arm.

I quickly stand from my spot under the tree and huff
"no! It was nothing! It means nothing! I don't wanna talk!" I start to walk away as levy chuckles

"Okay" she chuckles "oh! and I won't tell anyone"