All I do is toss and turn
Can't sleep
Keep on reliving all the mistakes and disapointments that I cause
Every time I try to close my eyes
All I see is hurt
I notice I cause so much heartache
It replays over and over in my mind and heart
Another year has past
It is not getting better
Is there something wrong with me?
Cause every waking minute, something usually goes bad
It seems when I cause such pain, everytime I take a breath, it is so hard to do
No wonder I can not keep anyone really close to me
Afraid they hate me
Afraid to loose them
Afraid to hurt them
Still though I wonder why and how some people want to be around me?
Life is filled with mysteries, we never know what will happen, and why it happens
I just know, when I open my eyes I seek all the misery, that surrounds me
Thy pain has a gift, it has a effect on my heart and soul
When my heart and soul is not at ease, thy oneself can not sleep
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Behind Eyes (there's always a secret to be kept)
PoesieHi guys and gals I hope yall enjoy my books based on everyday life poems part 1 & 2. Now I'm writing another book of poems that's alittle different hope yall enjoy thanks for reading
