The Secret Life I Live

Chapter 5

Addison P.O.V

So it has been 2 weeks since I met up with Marcus and since then, and we have been pretty good. I can't believe I'm actually starting to like this man, it's all something new. I'm not exactly sure where we are headed at in whatever we want to call this but i just know I'm down for it all. All we have is good vibes and fun times so I'm not complaining about anything

I just got out of class and I'm on my way to the east trap. I was riding in the car rapping along to Young Dolph, Aubrey hood ass put me on to him. I received a call from my dad in the middle of my rapping.

"Hello, may I ask who's calling because I don't know who this is" I said being sarcastic. I'm a daddy's girl at its best honestly, so I don't understand why he hasn't contacted me in like 3 weeks. "Well Baby girl I assumed the phone worked both ways, just like you were expecting a phone call, I was too."

"You don't get to do that, I'm the daughter. I'm your baby girl and it's your responsibility to call and make sure I'm straight every time you get the chance. That's just how it goes" I said as I stopped at a red light. My feelings were really hurt because I'm not use to that, especially us being as close as we are. The type of bond we have, is un-explainable. "I apologize, it won't happen again I promise. How have you been?" he asked. As I started driving I was thinking about telling him about Marcus. My dad opinion matters to me. I'm starting to really like Marcus so why not let my father know about something he thought wouldn't happen happen in a long time.

"I've actually been doing good daddy. School is going good, as expected. I'm ready to get out and just start being able to use my degree. I kind of met this guy too. Been seeing him for a little minute", I said really fast," then Aubrey and I have been good. I can't complain about too much. I'm happy and God is giving me the opportunity-" he cut me off as I was talking. "See what you aren't going to do is try to run past that like you didn't just tell me you've met a guy" he said very stern. My heart started beating really fast, I got a little scared. I've told my father about 1 other guy in my life and he broke my heart, LITERALLY. I cried to my dad for hours about it, ever since then he has been self-conscious about the men I bring in my life. "Well daddy, his name is Marcus and I really like him. He is cool and very caring, about his money and the people he care about. I can just say we have a really good connection, i get nothing but positive vibes from him whenever he is around. What I can say is that for this past month he's made me really happy.  All I do is smile when I think and talk about him and its so weird because we both know I'm not use to that. Always being this hard core girl, its weird having someone bring t his side of me out. We have so much in common and it's like we just click. Daddy you don't understand how refreshing this is" I expressed to my dad as I pulled up to the trap and parked my car.

He took a deep breathe before talking, "He sounds kind of important baby girl. If you like him that much then I'm happy for you. I just don't want you to get hurt again like you did with the last guy. I would really hate to have to hurt someone. From what he sounds like, I hope to meet him sooner or later. I'm not rushing you, but you have my support in whatever you decide baby girl. Though id rather you just get your money and play these niggas so you wont be put in the position to get hurt, you're going to have to grow and make your own decisions." he said as I smiled. This is why I love my dad, he has my back through anything and always support me. I have to introduce them to each other, sooner or later. My father's opinion is really important to me, he always has my best interest at heart so I know his opinion will only be to help me.

"Well thank you daddy, I'm fixing to go into this meeting at the boutique so I will have to talk to you later, I love you." I said while getting out the car and looking at my surroundings. "I will talk to you later sweetie, I love you too" he said as we hung up. That's one thing I hate is not telling my dad about this business. I'm not sure how to tell him this, I don't want to seem like a disappointment to him. This just happens to be something I really like to do honestly. I like knowing that niggas get to eat and feed their families because of me. Though the drugs kill some people, it helps a lot more. We don't force people to take them, we just give to the people old enough to make the decision to take it.

I walked in the trap and was greeted by everyone, I spoke back and walked into my office. I started looking over the paperwork and looking over all the money was coming in, everything was looking right and I couldn't be more pleased. I went into the distribution room to see people cooking shit up, separating and bagging shit up. It looked great, I was so pleased with everything. That's how I like my shit to run, nice and smooth. I don't need shit being messed up. I text Jacquez and told him to come up here in about 3 or 4 hours to make sure shit was straight. I went back into my office and sat there counting money for about 3 hours. After I finished I left and went to the bank to make a couple deposits, then I was on my way home. As I was pulling into my driveway, I got a text from Marcus.

Marcus: wassup , if you want you can come hang with me and Aliyah tonight. We got some movies and I'm cooking a lil something up. Aliyah would love it if you came over.

Me: lol Aliyah would love it? Well, I do actually want to see her, I've missed her so much. So sure I'll come, let me stop by my place first and get some clothes just in case she wants me to stay.

Marcus: so you just coming for her? Using me for my daughter I see. Lol, I understand.

Me: well she the only one that wants me over there and I don't want to disappoint her. Not like you want me there

Marcus: you know I want you over here, stop playing with me.

Me: if that's the case then let me hurry up

He so damn goofy man. I thought to myself as I got out the car, when I walked in the house I heard some faint moaning. I walked further and further in the house and got closer to Aubrey's room. I started laughing to myself, I know this bitch not really getting it in. I bust open her door and I see Aubreyvlaying face first on the bed and Dirk behind her. They were so caught into having sex that they didn't even notice me. "eh eeeeeeem," I got their attention as I cleared my throat whole my eyes were still covered. They both stopped and looked at me fast as hell. Aubrey screamed pushed Dirk off of her and pulled the sheets on her as fast as she could. Dirk just say there mugging me while covering up his private area.

"Damn Lanae, what you want?" he asked irritated. I looked at him like he was crazy for a min, because if I remembered correctly I stayed here and he didn't. "Well excuse the fuck out of me for trying to let my bff know that I wasn't going to stay home tonight and was going to my Marcus house" I said in the same irritated tone as him.

Aubrey finally spoke up, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect you to be home at this time. This is kind of embarrassing." She said red as hell. I didn't really care too much, they are grown and I assumed they were doing it anyways. It's just their first time doing it at our house. "Giiiiiirl, I do not care about that, y'all grown and do as you please. Don't be embarrassed, you my bitch. You was just gone tell me anyways." I said winking at her. "Addison I swear to God if you saying its ok because you're doing it, I'm beating your ass and that nigga then telling dad" dirk said to me with all seriousness In his voice.

I mugged his ass hard as hell and finally spoke up, "actually I'm still happily a virgin and don't plan on having sex anytime soon so hop off my case" I said looking at him as he let out a breath like he's been holding it for years. I rolled my eyes and spoke again, "I'm fixing to get ready to leave and go to Marcus house, I'll probably see you at work tomorrow" I blew them a kiss and walked to my room. I'm just going to take a shower here and go over there. It's already 8:30. I hopped in the shower for about 20 minutes. Once I got out, dried off and put on some lotion, I threw on some tights and a tank. I threw my hair in a bun since it got wet in the shower and it's in its naturally curly state. I grabbed my outfit for work and matched everything up. Put all my feminine necessities in my PINK duffel bag and left out. I set the alarm before I left, I knew dirk was just going to stay over. I sent them both a text telling them I set the alarm. On the way to Marcus house I stopped by the gas station and got a whole bunch of chips, candy and some ice cream. I planned in having fun tonight. I pulled up to his house and got out the car, tonight is going to be very exciting. I got out the car and walked up to the house. I knocked on the door with the bags in my hand and waited patiently. The door opened and I was greeted by some woman who looked about 2 or 3 years older than me. She was mugging me hard and my whole mood switched from fun to fight in a matter of seconds. Who is this bitch ?