It started off with pot. I would occasionally use it when we were together when I was at my low points. It numb everything for a bit. Clear my mind, it made me happy when you couldn't. I've been smoking it on a regular basis now. It's not the same as it was back then, I had you back then to fall on. I had the thing that kept me going. Now I have no one.
Im hanging out with new people. Well not new people, old friends, the friends I hung out with before we were dating. The ones that got me smoking in the first place. You hated them Bc they always had pot for me. So I stopped hanging out with them, only contacted them when I needed a hook up. They introduced me to some new things to try. A "new and better high" they said it was acid or something. I don't even know but it was the best thing that I had ever had. It made me happy. The high faded so
I did it again. Im doing this on a daily basis. First thing I do when I wake up. Instead of waking up next to you I wake up get ready go over to Emm's house and pop one in. She lets me take some home when I don't crash their.
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Stopping there bc it's like 3:30am and I need sleep but I will be posting more soon
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Tiny Vessels
Roman pour AdolescentsAs Alice tries to move on with her life after losing her boyfriend of three years, she begins to lose control of not only her life but her mind. Alice has no hope left, No happiness so she turns to drugs to help cope. How long will they last. In th...
