Disconnected

Fame and Loneliness

5 year later***

I'm 19 now. Ashton and I had decided to take a step back. I needed some time.

The boys had started doing covers and more gigs were offered to them. Which led them to fame. Now they're traveling the world. I'm very proud of them.

I haven't seen them in 2 years. It sucks. I'm in love with Ashton but I don't think that it will ever happen. He's just too famous. Besides. I have to focus on schooling my career.

After the party me and Ashton became a thing. Bryana had moved so she didn't get to go on vacation with us.

Anyways today 5sos is coming back to California. I was kinda nervous that I would have to see Ashton.

I started today out like any other day.

Woke up. Brushed my teeth. Got dressed. Did some house work and went to work.

I work at sport authorities. It's an ok job. Not the best job in the world but it pays of.

I was helping a customer when out of nowhere the song she looks so perfect came on and I was about to break down right there.

I stepped out and just stared at the sky. I felt nauseous and dizzy.

"Hey, Madds. Are you ok?" Asks Laya. She's the only friend I have. She also works with me.

"Yeah. I just don't feel good." I reply.

"How about you go home and get some rest. I'll cover up for you." She says. I thanked her and head home.

When I get home I go through my Twitter and see a picture. It made my heart stop and it took me a while to take it all in.