Michael P.O.V
I slowly make my way to my bathroom. I shut the door and lock it so my mom dose not come in when...i do it.
I think of everybody that i care about. Everyone i love.
I hope they understand that im doing this because i want to be happy. I mean more likely ash and andy will get together. And luke and calum have their thing cause everyone sees they like eachother alot cause they are both gay. Ashton always likes andy so andy can at least have someone she can love and trust.Here i go. I slowly take the pills and my blade. I cut 10 x on my arm then i take 20 pills i take them slowly.
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20I can feel myself get dizzy then i go numb i see everyone happy without me. Ashton and andy are laughing while luke and calum are cuddling.
Next thing i see is a light thats telling me to go into it. I do.
I see all these people smiling i see kids running around playing some are asleep. Im dead and im happy.The End
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Letters from michael Book 2 ( sequel to Letters to michael)
FanfictionThis is a sequel to, Letters to michael. This is all the letters michael saved for Andy,Ashton,Calum,Luke. This is before he died it kinda tells you why he killed himself anyway hope you enjoy. Also this will be short.