She Designed A Life She Loved

Chapter 2

I step into our shared house. This place is not a home and it has not been for a long time. I call for Branson but I get no reply. I made my way into the kitchen and put on some chicken and pasta. Chicken Alfredo is his favorite and hopefully this will keep me in his good graces for a little bit longer. Thats the thing with Branson. He can go for days without one mean word and I start to believe we can have a normal relationship but then one beer to many and we are back to walking on eggshells. I drain the noodles and add the homemade sauce I made this morning and then add the chicken. I grab my bags that held my new outfits I just bought with the girls.
   I make my way to our bedroom and grab my suitcase to start packing things   I will not need until tour. I hear the door close downstairs. It did not slam so that a good sign. I walk downstairs to see Branson taking of his jacket and tie. I know its wrong and I should not feel this way but I still get butterflies when I see him. I still love him but i know it is no longer good for me to.

"Hey baby," I say as hug him from behind."How was your day at work? I missed you."  He turns around, the moment of truth.

"Hey sweetheart" He says lovingly while kissing my forehead. I can feel him breathe me in. "I missed you too so much. I love you."

"I love you too. I made chicken alfredo. Your favorite." I say while taking his hand and leading him into the kitchen. I begin to make his plate. I can feel his eyes on me. I wish our life could be like this but nothing good ever lasts. Thats what I have learned in this relationship. People can change in a minute.
"How did I get so lucky?" My thoughts are interrupted by Branson's random question.
"Why do you say that babe?" I ask trying to enjoy his good mood as long as it will last.
"Well let me think," he begins as he makes his way over to me. I feel his arms snake around me. And he begins, "Well you are one of the sweetest people I know. I treat you so bad and yet here you are making me dinner after you had to work. I mean you go to work everyday at a very demanding job, that shows you are hardworking and do not mind it one bit. And not to mention you are the most beautiful creature I have ever seen."
    Im not going to lie. His words did something to me. I turn around to face him and give him a kiss which he deepens in seconds. He lowers his hands to grab my butt and I let out a soft moan.
"How about we put dinner on hold for a little bit and go upstairs?" Branson asks with raised eyebrows. I nod my head slowly with a little smile on my face. I know I should not do this. I know I should try to turn around and try to get him to eat. But something is telling me to do it. It says "just do it, after all he is the only one who could ever love you." And with that I push all my doubts away and follow him upstairs.

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As I lay in the bed I am mentally beating myself up for sleeping with him. I know I should not of done it. I look over to find him fast asleep. I stand up and put on my clothes and make my way down stairs to get me and him something to eat. I decide to just wait and let him get up and make himself a plate because I do not want to wake him and make him mad.
I walk into the living room with my plate and turn on the TV. There is absolutely nothing on it seems until I come across a One Direction interview. I am not going to lie. I am and always will be a huge fan. So when they said we were going on tour with them I was so excited! Im just really nervous about Perrie and Zayn. She says she is over him but I do not think so. Her face said it all today and on top of that she has yet to go on a date since they broke up. And its not like she has not been asked. I make a mental note to talk to her when I can. I turn my attention back to the interview.
   "So here I am with the most popular british/irish boyband in the world. One Direction." The interviewer announces. I really like their outfits. I am so excited to work with their stylist.
  "So are you excited for you huge tour coming up in less than a week?" The interviewer questions.
      "We are super stoked!" Liam answers.
       "Are any girlfriends coming along on tour with you?"
"Not exactly. Sophia might come when she can for a couple shows. Same with Eleanor. But none are coming for the whole tour." Liam answers.
  "So who are you all touring with? Who are the other acts?"
       "Well it was decided to combine two of the biggest bands right now. Little Mix will be joining us. It is gonna be an awesome show!" Harry answers. My goodness that boy has the most beautiful eyes.

    "Zayn, how do you feel about going on tour with Little Mix?" Oh no. That girl did not just go there. Poor Perrie. I hope she is not watching this.
       "I think its a great idea for the fans. And the girls were always great so I am happy about it." Zayn answers. I feel like he is about to cry.
       "But Perrie, she is your ex girlfriend. So you think that will cause problems? Do you think that you two might work it out?" This girls just does not know when to quit.
     "I do not know. Perrie knows how I feel and thats all that matters." Zayn said and thankfully the interviewer left it at that.
       "Well boys it looks like that is all we have time for. Thank you for joining us and good luck on your tour!" I turn off the TV and just sit in silence. I am getting pretty sleepy so I check the doors and go to bed.

I know there is nothing really going on right now. But just like any movie or book I am laying ground work. Please continue to support me:)