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If you can even read this but if you can't (for all my blind ppl out there) it says
Why do I kin Ena?
I fear that I'm being judged by everyone. I want to fit in not be myself. Because then I'll be considered the "weird"kid and who wants that? I don't want to change myself yet I don't want to be weird. I'm tired of doing all of this. I don't want to change my looks, personality and my other insecurities. I can't be confident even when people be nice to and encouraging to me because I drown in a pit where I overthink. I'm jealous of people that are better than me and always compare with them. In the end I'm always a shadow. I hate criticism but I need it. I need attention otherwise I'll feel left out. I'm too competitive and use the internet as a way to escape reality.
So yeah. Let me know if I should make a venting book or smth. And don't put stuff like, "bro dropped some insane lore" bc I'm already aware.
