Scars On Her Skin(A Jaime Preciado love story) BOOK #1 *COMPLETED*

Chapter 17

Jade's Pov

I sit in the lounge with vic and he's silently singing the divine zero "hey vic do u think i can sing the divine zero with u?" "U really want to?" "Ya" "u sing it by yourself and show me" "ok" "go a head"

I take a deep breath and begin..

Maybe I could swim into your thoughts like your drugs do
Paralyze your body
Sick and tired of waking up too
Burning eyes and cigarettes
I'm falling through the couch like a suicide mission tonight
My God, here comes the downside

Wild eyes of terror pray for sex on the beach while
Oceans of kerosene will soak into me
I'm not meant for this world, I just don't see the point
Don't think about it, don't over think about it

And life is a joke
But everything's riding on me tonight
Been counting the stars and scars
How I'm becoming a work of art

Desperate times and desperate measures
I come so close, my hopes are severed by the downside
A million waves in the ocean crash at once to make you smile

The whispered words "You'd better hide the bullets"
You stayed on the phone and talked to me day and night
Trigger my nightmare once again
And it's fucking loaded in hand

And we'll let the fire rage
The smoke and the drowning flames
My bedroom computer light is the only menace to my new faux wooden blinds

In desperate times and desperate measures
I come so close, my hopes are severed by the downside
A million waves in the ocean crash at once to make you smile

Now, I only pray when it all goes down
I'll be surrounded by all of the ones I've loved and cared about
And then burn it down

(Go!)

(Down)

And life is a joke
But at least I can love you, naked and tattooed
Counting the stars and scars
And if the pain is a sound, let's slow it down

Desperate times and desperate measures
I come so close, my hopes are severed by the downside
A million waves in the ocean crash at once to make you smile

Now, I only pray when it all goes down
I'll be surrounded by all of the ones I've loved and cared about
And then burn it down

[2x]
Your serotonin's gone
The kerosene is gone
The sunset is gone
So hold on

When i finish i look at vic and his mouth is wide open "what? Did i mess up?" "No no it was perfect. U want to sing that with me at warped?" "Yes" i hear a faint cry and i go back and pick alex up "Hey jade do u think i can kinda u know teach her to walk?" "Of course here" i say handing alex to him and i go back and pick jack up and begin teaching him. An hour later me and Vic stop and give Alex and Jack a snack and letting them play me and vic were just talking when we looked down and saw Jack stand up wobbling a little and take small steps not falling once. "Vic he's walking" i say smiling and Jack looks back smiling. He smiles like jaime. Aw. "Im proud of u bub" jaime says walking out of the room and jack starts walking to him holding his arms up. We then look at alex and she stands up but falls soon after taking 3 steps i pick her up and say "Aww baby girl you'll get the hang of it i promise" i then kiss her head and go and get her dressed for warped. I grab a vans warped tour tank top for her and some pink shorts along with sun screen and toms and a clean diaper. I walk back out with her in my arms and see the sws boys there and i sit on the ground un- dress her and take her diaper off and put the clean one on. Then put the pink shorts and black toms on then her tank top and add lots of sunscreen on her exposed skin and i hand her to jaime and grab Jack and grab a clean diaper black shorts and sws tank top and black converse and sunscreen. I go back and sit on the floor and un-dress him and take his dirty diaper off and put a clean one on him then his black shorts and black converse and sws tank top then i add sunscreen on his exposed skin and i hand him to vic and i go and get dressed i grab red short Shorts that aren't too short and a warped tour tank top and Red Toms and a lot of sun screen on my skin and go back and sit down.

Justins Pov

She's so good with her and Jaime's babies. I hope i find a girl like that some day. "I love Jack's tank top" "say thank u jusin" jade says holding jack and making jack smile "your very welcome Jack" i say smiling we all then leave to watch ptv play i hold Jack and kellin holds alex and ptv and jade go on wait why is jade going on? Then they start to play the divine zero and she startd to sing with vic...

V - Vic J - Jade

J- Maybe I could swim into your thoughts like your drugs do
Paralyze your body
Sick and tired of waking up too
Burning eyes and cigarettes
I'm falling through the couch like a suicide mission tonight
My God, here comes the downside

Wild eyes of terror pray for sex on the beach while
Oceans of kerosene will soak into me
I'm not meant for this world, I just don't see the point
Don't think about it, don't over think about it

V- And life is a joke
But everything's riding on me tonight
Been counting the stars and scars
How I'm becoming a work of art

J-Desperate times and desperate measures
I come so close, my hopes are severed by the downside
A million waves in the ocean crash at once to make you smile

The whispered words "You'd better hide the bullets"
You stayed on the phone and talked to me day and night
Trigger my nightmare once again
And it's fucking loaded in hand

V- And we'll let the fire rage
The smoke and the drowning flames
My bedroom computer light is the only menace to my new faux wooden blinds

J- In desperate times and desperate measures
I come so close, my hopes are severed by the downside
A million waves in the ocean crash at once to make you smile

Now, I only pray when it all goes down
I'll be surrounded by all of the ones I've loved and cared about
And then burn it down

J- (Go!)

V- (Down)

V&J- And life is a joke
But at least I can love you, naked and tattooed
Counting the stars and scars
And if the pain is a sound, let's slow it down

Desperate times and desperate measures
I come so close, my hopes are severed by the downside
A million waves in the ocean crash at once to make you smile

V- Now, I only pray when it all goes down
I'll be surrounded by all of the ones I've loved and cared about
And then burn it down

[2x]
J- Your serotonin's gone
The kerosene is gone
The sunset is gone
So hold on

It was beautiful.