Shall be my witness

Chap28p2

ASMA POV

"But when ever i see him i will make sure that i will beat him to pulp" he said with all the enthusiasm i thought he wasn't capable of, but he continued, "he.has.to.prove.that.he.is.capable.of.you.even.if.it.costs.him.his.life" he put pressure on each and every word in his sentence, he looked lika a man possessed, god helps a certain someone who crosses him   when he wants people to cross him.he was angry so angry that my sister withdrew her steps, if she didn't move before i wouldn't have known she was still here, my mother took my father's hands and peeked on them, my heart  bloomed with the warmth of them,  my father's eyes softened  and he cupped her face and joined his forehead with her's, how i loved them. My baby sister was giving me funny looks, os should I say 'you are gonna marry the chocolate guy'  she gave Asif a not so creative nickname, i gave her a shut up look, she returned it with a sniker, screw her. After thirty minutes and many comments or more consoling my father it was okey to let me marry to the son of our enemy,my mother did all that not me or my sister.

I sighed after realising that i have tell about my nikah with asif to Ali, Nayab,Emana and Hameer. Nayab and Emana hate to be left out of gossip and for Ali and Hameer i dought they will take it likely, Ali and Hameer don't get along, my big brother hate  every man that even is near in 1 meter of distance from me, and Ali he is just one another brother of mine not by blood but by choice, he lost his elder sister long ago, his sister. No not going there, i will not let this take  over me, i will not  let a panic attack take over me,not today not now.

Ali and Hameer  may not get along well but they always come together when it comes  to a proposal  of mine  or now as we can say rukseti, they will  start a war against Sultans. that is a battle i won't fight right now.

I am angered, anraged, my blood is boiling from anger, my hands seeks weapon, my soul seeks blood, bodies, bodies of sinners and evil, darkness and shadow my body craves blood my hands  itch to kill each and every person who has done harm to my family and myself.
But i know i have to wait, i have waited years for this and i won't let a moment of pleasure ruin it,not now, not ever. I will not allow myself to get out of control,i had once and i already know the consequences of this, a big zig-zaggy scar is a proof of it  on my back, my back still hurts whenever i think about it.

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I told my sister about everything except the kidnapping of hamza that asif did for me, her jaw dropped and she looked like as if    i told her that phonies of the colour watermelons just popped up. "Close your mouth, a fly will get into it" she quickly shut her mouth as if afraid it would really happen, "shut. Up. He did what" she dramatically said it and signed with her hands,dramatic Emana, she hit me lightly on my hand to catch my attention and i let out a his to her perposly, she ignored it, "yes he did, he did everything" i said comforming her remark.

"damn woman, you got yourself a good, very good mafia husband or should i say  a mafia king, its just like a wattpad novel, how come a movie like your life is not out yet" she said as if holding her breath, how can she not get tired of all that talking but who am i to complain i love her company and more then that i love her.

"you are forgetting something Emana,i am a mafia queen, in equal power

later that talk she slept with not wanting tobe alone.

        To be continued