Long gone

What...?

I was standing there like a idiot smiling, she just kissed me, what she just kissed me why am I smiling, I sighed but still had the smile on my face why do I have a crush on her I don't have a clue.

I went inside and my mom was sitting on the couch looking at something, I sneak up behind her and look over her shoulder my eyes started to water, and my smile faded away it was a picture of me and Maddy at the beach holding hands we were so happy.

She rubbed Maddy's face on the picture, she sniffled a bit and wiped some tears, I went up front of her, she gasped and tried to hide the photo and didn't look at my face.

A tear slipped and she stood up and tried to cover up " oh hey Austin sorry ummm do you want anything?" She tried to sound cheerful but her voice would crack, "mom~" I croaked she started to burst into tears sitting back down Maddy was her favorite she loved her she treated her as if she was her daughter.

" hey mom it's ok" she cried even harder " I- I know we supposed-d tototo mmove ooon but but I can-'ttt " she cried even more wow I didn't know she cares about maddy THAT much " and and her-r fam-mily was so so great-t to" she coughed and cried even harder.

I sighed and ran my hand through my hair and hugged my mom, couple minutes later she calmed down but had some tears now and then her eyes were red and all puffy from crying, a tear slipped out and I quickly wiped it " mom it's ok" I said softly, she nodded her head " I *cough* will-l go go up-p" I nodded she got up and went in her room.

Then I realized slowly time to time I was forgetting about her, I put my hands against my forehead and layed down in the couch thinking about her, her smiles, and how she would help me through times, how to make me smile I laugh at those thoughts and I really miss her but then I think about jazmine what am I going to do.

I can't love both girls I sighed and just groaned what ever, I just closed my eyes and rolled around and eventually fell asleep.

( dream )

" Maddy~" I groaned she was laughing her face off ,she sprayed water on me with a hose because I scared her yesterday.

" HAHAHA I GOT YOU HAHA YOU COULD HAVE SEEM YOUR FACE!!!"

I groaned now I have to shower again, she smiled widely and had tears on her eyes from laughing and gripped her tummy she sighed and giggled, oh no I am not leaving this alone.

I came closer to her then her smile faded and became serious and took a step back I smirked she knows what I am about to do, every time I take a step closer she moves back then I started to run after her she tried to run away, she dashed inside my house, she ran around and I followed her.

She ran all the way up to my room screaming my parents and hers were just talking, watching us, and laughing.

" AUSTINE I AM SORRY DON'T DO IT PLEASE!" She yelled as she ran inside my room I laughed evilly which came out horribly she giggled at my fail attempt and this was my chance, I pounced on top of her and we landed on my bed.

Then her face was pail " no no no badddd Austin" I giggled at her expression I took out my hand and she was screaming I laughed and started to tickle her she started to laugh so hard she was literally gasping for air " s-ssstop I-it I hahahah I d-mean-". her voice then softened " Austin pl-" and croaked as she gasped for air then that was it no giggling no nothing, wait what's happening?

I got off of her and scream " MADDY MADDY WAKE UP" she didn't say anything, I shook her and my parents and hers started to scramble inside my room, "MADDY WAKE UP" her head just bobbled everywhere as I just shook her, a tear escaped my eyes I croaked "Maddy~" I kneeled and her dad shoved me off and he did the same as I did I started to cry it's all my fault.

Suddenly I heard giggling everyone just froze I looked over, Maddy was rolling all over the place laughing,I got so angry " MADDY DON'T YOU EVER DO THAT AGAIN!"!

( end of dream )

" AUSTINE AUSTINEEEE!" I groaned and woke up, that memory I sighed and got up, it was my dad he sighed I looked around and I was still in my couch.

" you scared me!" My dad said I gave him a puzzled look " you were screaming and yelling and crying" what really? I was... Oh forget it I nodded my head I looked behind him to look at what time it was it was 6:12 shoot I have to go I yelled " SORRY DAD!" I heard him sigh and I dashed up my room.

I took a shower and did everything,I got out and wrapped a towel around me and looked around my closet,I put some cloths on, I had Jean pants and a white t-shirt I swung my bag over and dashed out the door.

My mom was cooking in the kitchen, I grabbed my lunch and a piece of beacon and a sandwich I yelled over " BYE MOM AND DAD!" " bye honey" she smiled and I smiled back and my dad also said bye I put my shoes on and ran out side.

My friends were standing there and the school bus came and I ran after it, I caught up with them and went inside " hey man" I smiled back at Luke, he looked back forward and had a smile on his face I sighed " why are you smiling" he laughed like crazy and said " hey man you kis-" I cut him " stop!" We sat down but he was shocked at first and stopped wow I was surprised I just sighed and ran my hand threw my hair and the rest of the way was just silence besides other people chit chatting.

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