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All I Need

"give me five minutes, that's all I need."

Do I trust him?

"You'll have three minutes, before I call Dan and make other arrangements. But before you speak, let me go first." I looked at him deeply. His eyes were full of regret. I knew he was sorry, but we all do things we regret. The fact of the matter is, not all mistakes can be worthy of getting a second chance.

"I knew that this wouldn't work out," I said softly, "Some people never change. You will always be the person you were when I first met you. Maybe I brought out some better qualities that you were hiding, but your bad qualities are still there. You never had or will ever have any respect for women, because you think you can go and do whatever the hell you want. You think just because you're good looking that women will forgive you all the time, and to be honest, that's probably the case with most girls, but not with me. I've been through a lot of shit over the past years and I don't need to deal with any more of it. So in the three minutes i'm about to give you, you better have something so well thought out that it will make me regret every damn word I just said. The words that you are about to say better make me realize that everything I just said was inaccurate and in the heat of the moment. You better make me know for a fact that you fucked up once and you're never going to do it again for as long as you live. Do you think you can do that?" I let out a deep breath. That was a lot, even for me to handle.

"Marry me." he said, and I almost choked.

"Excuse me?" I asked. I could've sworn I heard him wrong.

"You know the saying, 'you always make one last mistake before you promise yourself to the person of your dreams.' My mistake was getting drunk and hooking up with a random girl. Your mistake was thinking even for one damn second that I don't love you more than anything and anyone else in the world. That one stupid fucking mistake I made was a sign, telling me to accept that I, Cameron Dallas, want to be your husband, and change your last name, and be the father of your children, and be the light that guides you through your toughest situations in your life. I want to stay up until 3 in the morning every morning talking about our wedding, and once we have our wedding, I want to stay up until 5 in the morning talking about how much I love you, and hopefully, our family. I want to be with you every second of every day, and nothing in this world could possibly change that. I never knew what love was until I met you, which is why nothing is holding me back. I couldn't have been so sure of something than I am of this. Before any of this shit happened, I knew damn well that I was going to marry you. You are the love of my life." He paused and looked up with his big brown eyes, "how much time do I have left?" He asked.

"None." I said. I couldn't believe this. I am  19 years old. Am I ready for all of this? Than again, will I ever be ready? Committing yourself to someone, is there ever a moment where you feel 100% ready for it? I stop and think for a moment, and than come to the realization that the answer is yes. When you love someone like you love him, you just know. It shouldn't matter how old you are.

"So, what do you say?" He said, pulling out a beautiful diamond. What he said next sent chills down my spine,

"I picked this ring, because it was almost like I could see your reflection in it. It reminded me of you, which made it a million times more beautiful."

I was speechless. That ring must have coasted him a fortune.

"I hate what you did." I said. He went pale at that very moment,

"But," I continued, "I could never hate you." I kept a serious face on as I saw him smile,

"1000% yes," I said, "and feel free to make as many mistakes as you want, but never again one like this. As long as you can promise me that, there is nothing in this world that will keep me away from you." A tear shed my eye as he slipped the diamond onto my finger.

what happens next may be explicit for young readers ;)

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sorry it took so long to update. I went to california for a few weeks, plus i forgot my password and found it just before I left. I will update more often.

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