Sera's POV
It feels like yesterday that i met my best friend lina at college on my first day. I was running towards the classroom when i accidentally bumped with her. We both fell down on our butts as we bumped with each other."ouch...omg..i'm sorry.. i was running late so i was just rushing towards the class. Are you ok??" She asked me at the same time as i asked her
"I'm so sorry... i was running late and just...are you okay??" We looked at each other for a few seconds and we both started to laugh.
It just feel like yesterday when i first saw jack on the corridor laughing and joking with his friends whom i thought was the most handsome person that i have ever saw. It just feel like yesterday when jack talked with me in one of my class. It just feel like yesterday when jack asked me out in cafeteria in front of all. It just feel like yesterday when jack told me he loves me.
"Darling..do you feel fine now? U know you have to rest.." said jennifer. Jennifer is jack's and zeref mother. She is really beautiful with her blue eyes and dark hair.she is really kind hearted woman who really loved both her son a lot. "I'm fine jenny.. don't worry" i told her. I'm at my best friend's and my love's funeral right now. "But still you have to take care of yourself honey... u are still not fine" she told me with concern written all over her face. I just smiled which doesn't even reached to my eyes and squeezed her hand "i am fine jenny.. don't worry about me..ok" i assured her. She looked at me warily " fine..sera you know that you are not alone.. do you??? You are still like my daughter and will always be" she told me as she hugged me tightly. I hugged her back even if i know i don't deserve her love and care.
Everyone was crying at the speech jennifer was delivering for her beloved son and lina. But i was just looking at her with no emotions as i was feeling nothing right now. I was just numb sitting there looking around. Zeref didn't came. I guess he is in bad shape. After all he lost his girlfriend and his brother.
I just sat there without moving the whole time at funeral just looking straight where i don't know??? As i was feeling nothing. "Honey.. you should go home...let me take you to your apartment" jeniffer said me and i just nodded and went with her in her car. After 15 minutes of silence in car, my apartment came so i thanked her and went straight to my room.
I just stayed in my bed looking at ceiling as i was trying to process everything that has happened in this 2 weeks. I was unconsious for 1 week in hospital bed due to the injuries in my body especially in my head. Zeref was also unconsious for 2 days. Lina and jack died on the spot as they hadn't put on the seatbelt which caused their body more damage.
Just an accident and i lost them...they are gone...and it was my fault...my..if only i hadn't.... i don't why i still had not shed a tears after listening they are gone...maybe the guilt is consuming me as i was the cause for their death or maybe loosing my most 2 precious person in my life broke my heart into million peices...
I tilted my head and grabbed my phone from the table to check the time..1:00 am... i looked at the wallpaper of my phone... it was of me and jack..i'm sitting on his lap and my arms are around his neck as his arms are erapped around my waist and he is kissing me in my cheek with a wide smile.... i don't know how long i just stared at that pic but after a few minutes i dialled jack's number and i really don't know why... triinggg...tringggg......and after a second i heard his voice... "hey i maybe busy right now.. so just leave me message and i'll call u later...and if this is u my sera baby then kiss me senselessly till i faint as a punishment for not picking your call...love you sweetheart..umahhh..." beep....
I dialled his phone again and again and listened his voice i don't know how many times...as i felt asleep holding my phone in my ear..
Black...everything was black...i don't know where was i driving but i was just driving with no sense of direction and destination. "Hey baby..where you going?" Said someone which sounded really familiar.. i tilted my head and there in passenger seat was my love jack sitting and smiling at me...he was there....i looked at him in shock..." where else she would go..it may be obviously to that boring hospital of hers where she works...." came the voice from the back seat and without even tilting my head; i know who she is; lina my best friend...she never loved hospital and she always thought being doctor was boring as hell as it didn't give time to chill....
Listening her voice i looked back and there she was looking at me and smiling and even zeref was also there sleeping soundly in lina's shoulder... telling that i was shock would be an understatement..."baby.. u looked a bit pale and shocked...are u fine?? " asked jack with concern...as i was about to open my mouth to answer him...zeref yelled"watch out..." i looked back in front of my car and there was the same car that we got crashed with...and just within a seconds our car crashed with other car...but this time i didn't heard lina screaming nor jack and zeref yelling...i heard an unfamiliar sound of someone screaming and crying... and so i tried to open my eyes to see the person who was screaming...
