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Not a update:(

Hey guys, it's been a tough week so far, my sister is going into court tomorrow to see if she's going into jail, one part of me says 'go to jail' another part of me says 'stay here' but I don't know anymore, I've practically been raised in a house with fighting 24/7 with my sister, and it truly got hard for us when she got 12 years old. A month or so she was at jail for 3 days, when she was on the phone with my dad, she was bitching the lady's behind her. I'm scared for her. I'm going to court too. A part of me doesn't want to see her getting hand-cuffed, I know I'm not going to see her for those 3 months because there's no way in hell I'm going to the jail to visit her. I'd be in shock. She's not a normal girl she has illnesses. Yeah, she's a bitch to me 24/7 but I still want her home and safe. She does drugs, and a few times she says "all you have to do is say 'hit me up' and I'll give you some weed" and it scared the living shit out of me, I promised to myself that I'll never turn out like her. At times it seems so flipping hard. Guys, I'm scared I'll turn out to be like her.