My Mind Set On You

Secrets spilled

•Kysers POV{😏}•
I was hanging out with Matt when I got a phone call. From the hospital. Last time I got this I almost lost my sister. I quickly answered and my heart dropped when I heard the following sentence. "Mr. Brady, Noah is in a coma. And might not wake up."
I hung up and threw my phone across the room. Storming out of it in the process. Matt,looking confused, tried stopping me. "Let. Me. Go" i didn't have time for his bullshit and frankly didn't care. My baby sister is in the hospital and he is not gonna stop me if I have any say in anything. "Dude chill and tell me what's wrong. Stop hyperventalating to." I didn't realize I was breathing so heavily. "Noah is I a coma and might not wake up...now move"

•Matts POV•
Those words stung. Bad. The thought hurt. My world. My best friend. Might not wake up from a coma? She's 17! She has a daughter that's has no father. Mazie can't lose her momma to. She just couldn't. I quickly release Kyser and storm out Infront of him. I drugged into my red mustang convertable and speed to the hospital. I could keep it in any longer. Tears slowly dripped from my eyes to my lap. Before I knew it I had pulled up to the hospital. Quickly wiping my wet cheaks I run up to the front desk. "Noah Brady please" the lady at the desk looked at me, gave me a soft and genuine smile before slowly saying "I'm sorry but the doctors are still running some test on her. Your going to have to wait please." I huffed, running over to the waiting area and began to wait. For what feels like the millionth time in this hospital. This time...with a little more hope.

Hours had passed and me, Kyser, and some of his family members still haven't been told anything. About half an hour after I got here Kyser walked in with Mazie and as soon as she heared her mommy was hurt she had a full on break down. I can't blame her. Kyser says this is the second time her mom has been in the hospital and she might lose her. Finally we see a doctor walking twards us. I jump up to run to him, Kyser mirroring me. "Is she okay? Is Noah okay? Please tell me she's okay." Kyser rushes out. His baby sister might be dead. Cut him some slack. "Mr. Brady. Mr. Parker. Things aren't looking good. She consumed over 20 appetite surpresants at once. Plus when she blacked out she hit her head. Causing her to lose a lot of blood. Your lucky that boy saved her, or she would've been dead. Not saying that she's not going to survive....because she might not." "Wait...what boy?" I'm lost. A...boy saved her? How? Who? "He's not here but it wa a young man...around your age. Maybe a year younger. His name was Jack Myte" Jack Myte? Wait...there's a junior named Jack Myte. He's my... Hmmm. How do I know him? Then it hits me. Jack Myte is my mom's boyfriends son. My soon to be step-brother. And he saved my Noah.

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~Noah's POV~
I try opening my eyes but fail. I then hear words. They're muffled but I can still hear them. I can only pick out sertant words like "lost you" and "I love you" and "please mommy". Hearing my baby like that kills me. I just want to wake up and hug her. Tell her it's all okay...... even though it's not. My suicide failed. Again. Matt probably hates me. Kyser probably hates me. I feel so selfish. I almost left my life. My WORLD behind...just because I couldn't handle it. I never will. This is my second time doing this. I'm still anorexic. I haven't eaten in 3 days to be exact. My life's a mess. And all I'm gonna do is drag people down with me. Which is why I have to leave. I know...it's selfish of me. I have a dependent daughter and I want to try again. I'm going to ruin her life. Like I ruined every one else's. I ruined my brothers life. I ruined my family's life. I ruined Matthews  life. That list is to long. I'm just a screw up. A mess up. A complete mistake. A waste of space. Always have been...always will be. I still remember that day. When Kyser said I screwed up. It was the day I told hi I was pregnant with Mazie. It still haunts me. It kills me every time I hear his voice. Then...I hear Matts voice. Every word coming in clear as day. "I love you Noah. I fucking love you. And you migh die. You might leave me. You migh leave Mazie. And Kyser. Your my whole fucking world. You know that boy who saved you. He's my step-brother. I hugged the shit out of him I when I heard he might've saved your life. You've been out of it for 2 almost 3 months. Please just wake up. For me. For Mazie. Just please wake up. So I can do this and see what you say." Then I felt it. He kissed me. Matthew Ashton fucking Parker kissed me. Then I did it. I kissed him back. With all my heart. He quickly looked at me and saw that my eyes are open. And his grey-blue ones filled with tears. He quickly hugged me. And I heard his single sob. Making me cry. He then pressed the red button, calling the nurse. "Please go get me Kyser and Mazie. But don't tell them I'm awake. I want to surprise them" He then swiftly nodded practically running out of the hospital room. As he walked out the nurse walked in. She gushed about how I was awake and blah blah blah. Then she left. About 2 minutes later I heard Kysers voice. I slam my eyes shut and pretended to still be asleep. I felt the bed shift and Mazies long blonde hair on my bair chest. With a small smile I kissed her cheak. Opening my eyes I the process. She quickly turned around...looking at my face. "Momma!!!!!!!" She rapped her arms around me tightly.  Kysers eyes lit up and he quickly mirrored what Matt and Mazie did. But he was full on crying. As was I. "I'm sorry Ky" "don't be sorry Noah"

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Finally. An update. abby_lawrence03 kept asking for one so thank her

Yeah so it's early but hear you go. It's only like 1140-1150  words thought but..no biggy. Thank you for reading. Comment if you want Noah and Matthew to be together.

-Kaiya✌️