Next morning 8:30am
Zidane graham
This morning is not a good morning I'm not in the mood fi nuh fuckry right ova daz yard me aguh now
She nah grow my pickney fi be nuh likkle whore Suh if a dat a di plan dat cancel is like she nuh righted enuh
A do only fans and den she aguh wah bring mi pickney ina dem fuckry deh a dem things she aguh see har mada a do growing up enuh
I went to my call log on my phone and clicked on her number
Daz:ringing.......
She probably deven wake caz a tek me a tek zadaina she can see har holiday times
Hello, she answers
Yo a weh yuh deh,
Me yard a wah,
Ah me a fwd,
Ok,
I hang up and drive out the yard gi har some bloodclat box yuh see man
Mona heights 9:00am
I reached at her house and I'm knocking on the door and mi nuh wah she a do suh a tek suh long fi open eh door
The door opens and I step in and close the door behind me
Me think a the baby yah bring , she says yawning
Two bloodclat box me bring Wah kinda something dis, I raised my voice
Wah weh yah talk bout,
Yuh only fans ,
Oh how yuh know dat,
Nuh worry bout dat,
But mi loose off a yuh mi nuh expect seh a dis yuh really a do enuh yuh leff eh teaching job fi a do dis yah whore caz a dat yah give,
But yu-, I cut her off
Shut up mi nuh wah hear, a dis yuh plan fi all yuh life a rub out yuh front pan camera A dis yuh wah we daughter grow and see yuh a do and hear seh har mada a whore ,
No zidane me plan fi stop but mi jus a do dis fi now,
How long yah do dis,
Some months now,
Jah jah, I shaked my head
Me a keep zadaina until yuh fix up yuh life and put yuh self together yuh nuh ready fi be a mada mi understand yuh yougn and wah enjoy life suh gwan do dat mi will mek she visit yuh but when yuh tink uh responsible enough fi be mada mek mi know caz yuh nuh ready, I said
Wah yuh cah do dat zidane,!
Yuh nuh wah bring dis a court doh,
She's standing staring at me crying, fuck she a bawl fah sure seh she nah bawl when dem machine deh run through har
Eh answer mi,
No,
Good suh jus co parent fi now the future might bring us back together but get yuh shit right mi nuh like dis fi we daughter the environment weh she a grow up ina, I said
Sorry please mek mi see har before yuh guh weh,
Me a bring har tomorrow suh clean up yuh mess dem in yah smell frownzy to,
Mhm, she says with tears running down her face
I turned and left, and walked to my car and get in
She knw seh she cah gimme nuh tough chat one box ina har bloodclat all she can do a bawl
One month later America Texas
Dezanique Edwards October October 10 fri
Me and lucas made the relationship official 3 weeks now
He's overprotective and a little controlling that's the only thing I don't like about him
Yo when you said you got an assignment, lucas asked me
Monday, I answered
I gotta play to Monday evening,
What time,
3:00pm, I said
Oh I wan talk to you bout somethin,
What is dat about, I asked
You going back to Jamaica,
What , weh him mean by
I don't think it makes sense you study here and then and go back to Jamaica to study again, he said
I know my mom forced me to come here you know, I never wanted to here I wanted to go to edna to study and become a Jamaican actor, I said
I know but it doesn't make sense Dezanique think about dat shi,!
I'm not having Thai conversations I'm finishing the 3 years and I'm leaving when I'm done i don't care what you have to say or want to say you don't control my life I'm grown enough to make my own decisions,
Shut the fuck up I just w at the best for you, because you don't have any parents to support you your mom basically pushed you away you don't know your father I'm trying to help you,
Why mi tell him mi life story god if yuh nuh busy...
Ok and I have my self I'm the only person I need your always wanting to control me or be so overpowered like I'm 2 fucking years old I don't care I'm leaving once I'm done studying and that's final, ! I shout
And I- before I could my sentence his large palms connected with my cheeks and I almost fell to the grown wht him jus do
Your staying here that's final! He says and walks out to the front door and slams it shut
Umm why did I tell him about my life now he's using it against me I don't need lucas support I never knew he was like this him box mi what!
Mi really neva expect dat me shocked mi face aguh swell enuh and me ave fi act Monday and if it swell me a lik him back enuh him nah mash up my career
When I was smaller I always wanted to be an actor but I changed it to a teacher I did know what I wanted to be at one Point my mother wanted me to be a doctor and I didn't like that
I'm now studying overseas and I'm not giving up I want to build my own little act group when I get to Jamaica so people can book us to act for them that's something I wanted to do I never get the chance to go to Edna because my mom forced me to come at America to study for doctor she got upset when she found out I didn't follow her plan like no it's my life..
Guys vote the next 3-5 chapters would mainly focus on Dezanique p.o.v
Vote I'm going to spice up things a little put likkle k*lling gun violence bye vote
