I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret (A Teacher Gerard Way Fanfiction)

Chapter 21: I Think We Have an Emergency (With Commentary)

*~(The title of this chapter is from Emergency by Paramore.)~*

I miss Paramore :'(((

The rest of the weekend at Gerard's was great. We mostly laid in bed and cuddled. God I wish that were me but like, not with a manipulative asshole like Gerard.

Today was Monday, which meant I had to wait until last period to see Gerard. He had taken me to school with him today, which sucked because he had to get there early. The worst part of dating a teacher is how early they have to wake up. These mfs really gonna hop out the car together? They aren't even trying to be careful.

Usually I could deal with the constant harassment from the bullies, because I had Frank by my side, but today Frank hadn't shown up. He texted me last night to let me know that he was sick and wouldn't be at school. The bullying really hit me hard when Frank wasn't around. He'd always protect me, but today he was gone. I'm gonna touch on the whole bullying thing in the serious note at the end of the chapter (which is gonna be a very long one, I know because I skimmed ahead). So don't mind if there ain't much commentary on paragraphs like this.

I was currently sitting in English class, and some dickheads were blowing spit-balls at me. Kids had been calling me names all day. They tripped me in the halls. They kicked me while I was down. They laughed at me. They threw stuff at me. It was all becoming too much to take. High school... wasn't really like that at all lmao. Scale of 1-10, how obvious is it that I originally wrote this fic before I was in high school? Lmao.

I raised my hand to get my English teacher's attention. She looked up at me and waited for me to say something. "May I go to the restroom?" I asked politely. She nodded and wrote me a pass to leave the classroom. SHE WROTE YOU A PASS? My lack of knowledge of high school in 2015 amazes me.

There used to be a self harm scene here and I just now deleted that so, hi, ignore me here. I'll explain why I deleted it in the note at the end.

I was about to exit the bathroom and head back to class when two girls entered the bathroom and stopped me by grabbing my arm. "What do we have here? We've caught ourselves an emo!" one girl exclaimed. Yeah, you did, and what about it, bitch?

"Let me go!" I yelled. One of the girls yanked my sleeve up and revealed the (this line has been removed by 2021 M).

"Look! She just (this line has been removed by 2021 M)" the other girl exclaimed. They both started laughing their awful high-pitched giggles. The girl who was holding my wrist slapped me and pushed me to the ground. I wanted to fight back, but I was too weak.

One girl kicked me in the gut and face repeatedly while the other laughed and filmed it with her phone. Jesus Christ, where does she go? The high school from Carrie? Who's school is this evil?

I don't know what caused it, but I blacked out. Maybe it was a combination of the beating and (this line has been removed by 2021 M). I don't know. All I know is that (this line has been removed by 2021 M).

*~Gerard's P.O.V.~*

The thing about Sky is she makes me feel like a teenager again. I actually felt butterflies in my stomach as the bell rang, signifying it was now the last period of the day. That meant Sky would be here any moment. I had wrote her a little note and left it in her sketchbook last night, just so she'd have something nice to look at today. I wonder if she's seen that yet. First of all, creep. Second of all, bruh, if you touched any book I write in, I'd bite your fingers. That shit is private.

As students began to file in, I wondered where Sky was. It's not like she could have ditched with Frank, because he's sick. She definitely came to school today, because she came with me. This was weird, and I had a bad feeling about it. How does he know Frank is sick? Weirdo. Also, why did he have to note that she came to school with him? We saw it happen.