Nothing Without You

Part 20

Part 20

Finally some time later soonyoung came out from the room and got shocked after seeing jihoon still standing there looking a bit guilty.

Hoshi- why are you still here?

Jihoon- just to make sure  you don’t do something something stupid.

Hoshi- I won’t.

He said then walks over to the practice room as when he gets upset angry disappointed he always dance or practice to make himself feel better.

Then jihoon also follows him to the practice room and whe he saw soonyoung getting emerged with dance feeling every bit of it he doesn’t know but felt a bit relieved he knew that dance is really something for him.

He practiced for a long time finally feeling tired he sat in the corner when he finally noticed jihoon staring at him but he turned away to not look at him when deep down he wanted to do something.

After some time he walked out from the practice room and went to someone he knows who is very closer to jihoon.

Yoongi- you need help with what???

Hoshi- hyung with jihoon I need help with jihoon I want to get him again but he said it’s impossible so please.

Jimin- you didn’t came to me for help but him.

Hoshi- hyung Yoongi hyung is his brother.

Jimin- yeah yeah so what’s the problem.

Hoshi- after arguing a lot he told me it’s not possible to be together again and now I don’t know what to do?

Yoongi- hoshi like me jihoon is a very calm person he likes music he likes when people understand him and for this situation he is agreeing that he miss you too or he want him too he will not admit that he is at the fault too.

Hoshi – so what should I do hyung?
Yoongi- try to do something for him persue him like you did before understand him.

Hoshi- alrigh I will do it thanks hyung..

Then hoshi left and went to the dorm telling every member to leave them alone for sometime.

As everyone left then jihoon enters the dorm.

Hoshi- where were you all these time?

Asking almost serious.

Jihoon- I don’t need to tell you.

Hoshi- alright don’t tell me but what made you so late?

Jihoon- I was in the studio and where is everyone?

Hoshi- they went for dinner.

Jihoon- and you didn’t went with them.

Hoshi- no someone have to take care of the dorm.

Jihoon- like I am not here.

Hoshi- I don’t trust you.

Jihoon- yeah yeah.

Hoshi- please keep that attitude to yourself.

Jihoon ignored him and went to bed to sleep.

Hoshi- you are not gonna eat?
Jihoon- no.

Hoshi- why??

Jihoon- because I don’t feel like.

Hoshi- but you have to.

Jihoon- and why? You can’t force me.

Hoshi- I can.

Jihoon- how?
Hoshi- because the company have to take care of the trainees so you have to.

Jihoon- the company will not you.

Hoshi- oh is that so?

Jihoon- yes.

Hoshi- scoups hyung said to make sure you eat and sleep on time anf if you don’t believe it see the note.

Jihoon- but still I won’t eat.

Hoshi didn’t listen to him anymore and grabbed his hand took him down from the bed and made him sit.

Hoshi- you will eat now.

He said leaving no argument.

Jihoon didn’t said anything and sat there silently.

Hoshi- here eat.

Jihoon still didn’t ate.

Hoshi- will you eat by yourself or should I feed you.

Jihoon- no need.

He said then started to eat and then he completes his food.

Hoshi- good now sleep.

Jihoon- I am not gonna listen to your orders.

Hoshi- you will not??

Jihoon- yes I will sleep later.

Hoshi- do whatever you want.

He said and went to bed turning his back to him.

Jihoon muttered under his breath ‘so much orders’.

Hoshi- I heard you.

Jihoon- so???what??

Hoshi- you are the most annoying person I have ever seen.

Jihoon- same to you.

Hoshi- and irritated too.

Jihoon ignored him and left the room and went to studio where he feels peaceful.

But after some time a footstep started to echo outside the room slightly knocked on the door.

Jihoon- yes who?

Hoshi opened the door just to see jihoon standing there.

Jihoon- you why you again?

Hoshi- why I can’t come? It’s not like it’s reserved for you and also I need to talk to you.

Jihoon- alright say.

Hoshi sat on the couch and pats the sit next to him indicating jihoon to sit as jihoon sat next to him.

Hoshi- do you think it will be same again? The dreams the promises we can’t remove those right it will always stay in the memories. You know I think I did a mistake by coming here maybe that time if I would’ve listened to myself and not asking you what should I do it would’ve been much better atleast I didn’t had to sacrifice everything.

Jihoon didn’t said anything but noded.

Hoshi- and the moment when you thought I said those words if I just contacted you for once everything could’ve been fine right now I know I was a selfish at that time and I am sorry for that and not only that I am sorry for everything I did but trust me I was killed inside everyday like someone took something very precious no like someone took away my life and I regret everyday maybe it’s too late but I can change myself completely I can prove you that I am worthy but I want to say that you deserve someone better.

Jihoon looks at him like he described the world.

He was in shock and disbelief trying to process everything he just said.

Jihoon- what..what are you saying?????

Hoshi- I am sorry…

Jihoon- you know what get rest no go sleep and talk to me when you are actually you..

Hoshi- jihoon I am serious.

Jihoon- I don’t believe just go sleep.

As he said jihoon left from there and went to their dorm and after some time hoshi also came into the room and slept.

The next day…

As everyone woke up they saw coffee on the table which is prepared by jihoon with notes encouraging them to start the day as everyone took their coffee only hoshi left and when he took it the note for him was different that others…it says  I am sorry have a good day. Seeing theb note hoshi asked everyone where is jihoon but no one knew as they woke up right now.