Unexpected love

Chapter 2

How many scars does love leave? That's definitely a question that a few can answer.But what if it's not actually about how many times we've been broken or disappointed? Maybe it's just about what all these feelings have left.The pain in our eyes,the fear in our heart...These are the scars that I am afraid of.Every single time we meet somebody,we're afraid that a new pain is going to install in our souls.That's the moment when we promise to ourselves:"This is the last time I'm falling for someone.When I met Patrick,I knew that my promise is going to be just a lie.I was sitting next to him,thinking of how love is the only honest thing we have in this life and how it makes life worth living when I heard a terrible thunder.Everything became unclear,as the sky was getting dark and the rain was on its way.I could barely breath and I nearly forgot where I was and what my destination was.All I remeber is falling in Patrick's arms.

"Who am I? Where am I?" I wondered as I was sitting on an old,brown chair,dressed in a loose,purely white dress,in a completly dark and terrifying room.

"You're safe",a voice muttered from a corner of the room.

"Who is this?",I asked as the fear was controlling my whole body.

"I'm Destiny" ,she answered as she appeared like a shadow.

"I don't know you.How did I get here? Answer me! Please,I feel helpless.I don't even know who I am",I shouted.

"You know,darling,trust me.You'll just have to remember."

"This is getting strange.I'll just leave" ,I cried as I was trying to move but I just couldn't.My feet felt frozen and my soul was getting colder and colder.

"Don't worry.You won't stay here forever.I'll let you go where you belong and give you the chance to take the right decision for your life."

"The right decision? I forgot who I am.How can I do something right? Life doesn't even have a meaning anymore!",I screamed.

"As I said,I'm Destiny,your destiny...You'll be just fine don't worry!"

"But..." As I was trying to finish my sentence,the shadow disappeared and my eyes were hurt  by a strong white light.I wasn't feeling anything anymore,I felt like I was dreaming and waiting to be woken up by someone.It felt so strange.I was free but yet,so lonely.As I was trying to realise what was going on with me, I heard a voice whispering "Dianne" and I was hurt by that light again.

"Wake up,sweetie!"

"PATRICK" ,I screamed as I suddenly woke up.

"What? Honey,are you okay? Come on,it's your first day of high school.You don't want do be late,do you?"

"First day of what?!",I asked,feeling confused.

"Good one! I know you're trying to be funny.Just keep the jokes for your new friends.Come on,breakfast is ready."

My life couldn't get more confusing then this.What was Destiny trying to say? Why am I back in time? What is life trying to warn me about? Did I do something wrong? Did I ruin someone's life? What is going on? As those question were spinning round and round in my head,I accepted that I had to go high school,again...and try to fix whatever I had broken.

"Are you ready?",my mom asked.

"Yep" I answered,trying to be as normal as I could.

"Are you excited?"

"Yeah,sure..." Like I didn't know how this day was going to be like.

"Okay,we've arrived.Don't be shy! Good luck!"

"Thanks.By the way,mom..."

"Yes,honey.What is it?"

"Am I a mean person? I mean,did I do something wrong?",I wondered as I looked straight in to her eyes.

"How can you even think of that? You're amazing,honey! I couldn't have asked for more in this life.Do you have any idea about how much I'll miss you when you're going to leave for college? Ahh,anyway.That will be far away from now,so I'm not worrying that much.Not right now,anyway."

"Umm,okay,if you say so.See you!",I said as I was getting off the car.

What else could I expect from my mom? Of course,she's proud of me,I am her child.She would never ever say something to hurt my feelings.I just don't know what to do.I'm supposed to be in the campus,unpacking,getting to know people but instead of that,I'm experiencing the first day of high school for the second time.I should stop asking myself questions and go to my first class.Thanks God the first one is English.I'm excited because the English teacher had invited a writer to talk about his book and inspire us.It was kind of him to think of such a motivating thing,espeacially on the first day.That writer was the one who really touched my dreams.If he hadn't presented his book,I wouldn't have chosen to study English language and literature at the collage.

"Hello,everyone.I'm Tom Anderson and I'm going to teach you one of the most fascinating subjects: English literature.I really want to make you realise how important literature is in our lives,so I've invited a young writer to talk about his book.Please welcome mr. Patrick Rodgers."

No way! This is impossible.It can't be Patrick.I know that one of his life goals is to become a writer but it can't be him since he's from the future.I'm just stuck in the past.It can't be him,I repeatedly said to myself.

"Hello,guys! Nice to meet you! I'm Patrick Rodgers",he introduced himself as he walked in.

"Oh my God,PATRICK?",I screamed as hard as I could.