The Forgotten One | Jolinsky A.U

-Dude I'm Not Gay-

-Jack G's POV-

I cannot believe that Jack would say yes to Nash. But I'm done with this, I just want to forget about it. I'm heading over to Nate's to get high right now. I quit for JJ but he obviously doesn't' t care about me anymore so I don't care either. I make it to Nate's and knock on the door.

"Ayeee wassup Gilinsky?" He daps me up.

"Nuttin' much. Just trynna hit this blunt."

"Oh I gotchu. Hit this." he passes the lit up blunt.

I take a huge drag but since I hand't  smoked in a while I started coughing.

"Damn. Slow down bruh. What's the fuckin' rush?" He chuckled.

"Man I've had it. Cheating hoes and backstabbin' friends. I hate everything right now." I rolled my eyes.

"You let a hoe cheat on you Gilinsky?! Weren't you the one who used to be creepin'?" he was seriously shocked.

"Yeah. Man, you let one girl feel special and they walk all over you. She even drove a wedge between me and Jack and he fuckin' hates me." I hit the blunt.

"Jack? Your best friend since Kindergarden, Jack? How the hell you let that happen?! That boy worships the fuckin' ground you walk on." He eyebrows knitted together even more.

"Not anymore. I ditched him for Madison two times and Nash fuckin' swept him off his feet so now he's into Nash I guess." I was getting losses just thinkin' about it.

"Wait a minute Nash is gay? And I would've been gave up on yo stupid ass." he chuckled."So how you gonna make this right?"

"I can't, it's obvious he's given up on our friendship." I slumped.

"Friendship? It's obvious neither of you want friendship. You just gonna let Nash take what's yours?"

"Jack isn't mine. Dude I'm not gay." I chuckled, this weed was kicking in.

"Yo lyin' ass. I know you like him. I saw the way your face used to light up when he'd call you or text you. Hell you quit smoking for him. You would do anything for that boy but you let some nasty ass loose hoe get in between that. Now yo stupid ass need to get out my fuckin' house and go fix it." he got serious and pulled me out of my comfy chair.

"But I-I can't. He hates me now. How am I supposed to fix it?"

"Now that's up to you. I don't do relationships. Too much for me. I pounce then bounce." He chuckled and shooed me out the door.

"So much for help." I grumbled.

I hopped in my car and headed to my house to talk to Jack. I don't know if I'm gay but I'm sure as hell not straight anymore either.

When I got to the house I hopped out and walked in. I called out to Jack but he didn't answer so I went up to his room but he wasn't there. I checked the whole house and he wasn't there so I called him. And guess what?! He didn't answer! He never doesn't answer my calls. What if he's done with me for good? As much as I hated to do it I called the only person who might know where he is, Nash. But he didn't fuck answer either. Maybe they're on a date. And with that thought I threw my phone at the wall no doubt shattering it.

I don't know I got so angry but next thing I know I'm throwing everything I see, tears blur my vision then my breathing gets really bad and I'm gasping for air. I haven't had a panic attack in years.

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-JJ's POV-

I'm not going to lie, hanging with Nash isn't as fun as with Jack but at least he's trying. I know I should be trying to get over Jack but a part of me won't let go. I promised myself I was getting over Jack but I lied bigtime.

"Jack come play DDR with me!" Nash grinned like a little kid.

"Ooo I'm the best at this." I rushed over.

"I don't think so because I am the best at this." He replied arrogantly.  

"Bring it on Hamilton." I smirked.

"Ughh first name you bitch. Stop it!." he whined.

I beat him a total of 5 times before he got tired and wanted food.

"We can go to my place and order Chinese and just chill." I suggested.

"Yeah sounds cool. Let's go."

As we made our way home I noticed that I had a missed a call from Jack. I tried to call back but he didn't answer.

"Hmm weird." I thought out loud.

"What's up?" Nash asked curious.

" Jack called and when I called back he didn't answer. He always answers my calls." I said concerned.

"He probably shut it off afterwards. I'm sure he's fine, okay?"

" Okay." I said still a little unsure.

With that being said we head to the car and head home.

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