Supernatural Imagines

Castiel~ You Can't Save Everyone

Requested by: Mikestagrxm_KC

~Human Cas

"Where's your little angel at?  Well I mean human now." Abbadon asked me as she continued to cut me.

"Go to hell Abbadon." I argued back as I gritted my teeth.  I had been here for hours, though they seemed like days. 

"I don't think so sweetheart.  I mean I've got obligations to do." She smirked evilly at me. "Now you can tell me where Dean, Sam, and Castiel are, or you know." She brought the knife up and placed it against my bare stomach.  I groaned in pain as my fist balled up and the blade slide across.

"You don't get it do you. Castiel isn't coming." Abbadon spoke but I ignored her lies.  I knew Castiel was on his way.  He wouldn't just leave me here.

"I don't believe you." I spit at her. 

"Well if he is coming, he won't make it in time." Abbadon brought the knife into my lower abdomen.  I screamed in pain as the blood started to flood out. Abbadon looked over her shoulder and removed the knife out before disappearing.  I tried to loosen my hands out of the rope that held me down but I couldn't.  Every little move I made sent pain through my body. 

"(Y/N)!" I heard Castiel shout as he ran towards me.

"Cas." I spoke exhaustedly.

"I'm so sorry, (Y/N)." Cas spoke quickly as he began untying my wrists from the table.  "I'm sorry." He repeated the words over and over again.

"Cas, stop saying that." I slowly spoke as I felt the effects.  I felt my self taking longer breaths as I stared at Castiel and tried to speak.  When Castiel finished untying me he looked down.  He stared at me and I saw a tear slip down his cheek as he bent down and placed his hand on mine. 

"(Y/N)...I-I can't heal you.  I-I".  Castiel let another tear fall as he spoke.  I tightened my grip on his hand as hard as I could as I could.  Trying to reassure him.
"This isn't your fault Cas." Castiel looked away and bit his lip trying to hold the tears in before he looked back at me.
"I should have been here for you.  I shouldn't have left you." Castiel blamed himself.  I was  never afraid of dying.  I knew it would happen having this life, but when It actually starts to happen you can't deny the fear.  I took a deep breath trying to claim some of the energy I had left before I spoke. 

"Castiel, do you remember my favorite song?" I asked him.  He looked at me confused before he reached up and wiped a tear off of his cheek.  "Sing it?"

"When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears." Castiel began as I reached forward and wiped a tear off of his cheek. I saw him take a deep breath before continuing the words. "When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears." Cas leaned closer to me as I stared up to the ceiling.

"And I held you hand through all of these years." Cas tightened his grip on my hand.  I looked back over to see his eyes had turned a duller blue-grey, something I had noticed when he was sad.  They had looked as if he had been drained of all happiness. "But you still have...All of me." Castiel finished singing.  I took a deep breath as I felt myself drift off.  Like I was powerless...weak.

"Cas, you can't save everyone. Remember." I sniffled as I spoke the words he had once told me. He widened his eyes at the thought.

"I-I love you." I told him, knowing what was happening.

"I love you too (Y/N)." Cas cried as he leaned forward and kissed me softly on my lips.  I opened my eyes slowly and stared at him before feeling everything disappear. "No, no! (Y/N), please don't leave me, I love you.  NO!" Was the last thing I heard before seeing Cas lean over me and sob. 

Then black.

A/N~ So? Let me know what you guys think.  I want to say a huge thanks for making this over 45,000 views and making it #155 in fan fiction. Like you guys are unbelievably amazing!  So I was thinking maybe a part two to this with Cas, Sam, and Dean.  Let me know what you think about that.

~Payton