What's the point in Valentine's Day? MuiTan- TanMui

~Chapter 27~

(**Muichiro's POV**)

*My warm tears mixed with the rain, as they fell down my cheeks. What the heck?..Any situation that leads me to bursting my emotions out, always makes me feel like sh*t whenever I see the look on the other persons face. I panted, not having the best stamina or strength in my legs to continue running. As I kept running to god knows where, letting my legs take control and take me whenever they go. My hair was getting soaked in the rain, and my already drenched hoodie, but I couldn't care less at the moment.*

*All I could think about was Tanjiro, who only wanted to check up on me...yet I'm too stubborn to even talk to someone without exploding. Even my trust with Yuichiro is a problem because I'm too stupid to resolve it, and I  lash out stuff that's not even their fault. I remembered how Tanjiro looked at me when I yelled at him...he looked upset, hurt, shocked...which sank my heart to the pit on my stomach.*

*I let out a few breaking sobs, and my running nose caused me to let out more sniffles again. The rain was cold....so cold I felt myself going numb, both outside and inside. When running, I was thinking about what Tanjiro has told me, about how blind I've been to not notice how many people cared about me...I don't know what got over me, I was thinking about my mom and dad at the same time when we argued. I opened my eyes to looking down at the concrete side walk I was running in, feeling guilty since I know my brother was suffering too....but I didn't think to check up on him, yet he checked up on me....*

"...Am I just-....a bad person to everyone?.." *I mumbled shakily to myself, slowing my tracks down to think.*

*My feet slowed down on the sidewalk, but my tears didn't stop. I felt sick...sick of everything...one time I say 'he or she's guilty', but at what caused?...What caused them to be like that?... I caused Kanao to act the way she is now...I caused my mama to work 2 jobs that takes up all her time and energy, after dad died. I caused my brother to have to deal with stuff, and emotions that I haven't considered helping.* "Wow....what have I've been doing my whole life?..."

*As soon as I said that to myself, I got shoved to the ground by a few of my school classmates, who I recognized to be Terry's friends- ugck...Making me fall backwards, and fall into the mud. I groaned and opened my eyes halfway, taking a glimpse at them holding their cameras out, and taking pictures, and videos while laughing at me.*

"That's what you get f*cking ass, useless, mama's boy, repellent, b*tch!" *One yelled out laughing, while the other sticked the middle finger up at me, before the two hurried away on their bikes.*

*...I sighed in hopelessness, saying I deserved it. This felt like the first day when I first met Tanjiro when he helped me up, and let me borrowed his jacket when it was raining.* "(sigh)"
*A cold sigh left my lips, thinking about the time he helped me when I was alone, how he wiped some of my tears mixed with the mud on my face...his soft yet rough hands, gentle features...and his soft lips...*

*I felt a lump growing in my throat, and a blush creeping on my face. Shaking my head and slapped my face a little to wake myself up.* "That was a long time ago...and that time I wasn't so much of a cringing walking lost dog." *I annoyedly told myself, continuing to slap my face until someone retrained one of my wrists from continuing.*

"Don't do that dumbass..." *My eyes looked up to see..Genya..HUH?! I thought he doesn't live around here...yet here he is, 6 feet sky building, from America, slithering himself with an umbrella, that covered me a little.*

*Genya pulled me onto my feet, and pulled out a handkerchief for me to use from the mud on my face.* "Thanks?...I guess..." *I said quietly and confused. Genya nodded in response, before looking away, as if he's afraid to ask me about something, yet it's kinda hard to tell. Yet I can still sense it somehow.* "You okay Genya?..."