Across The World Love (G-Dragon)

Just Friends

The next day after the pan am performance me and the guys decided to celebrate and talk over things at an all you can eat sushi restaurant. I drove to the sushi restaurant and once i got there i saw that everyone else was here. My stomach was twisting and turning and rumbling cause i was hungry and nervous. Why am i nervous you ask? I am going to tell the guys tonight about the offer i got at the performance.

I walked into the restaurant and i found the guys and sat down. Everyone started ordering and once we were waiting for the food everyone started talking about the preformance. We were all very pleased with how we did and we were so happy cause that was our first preformance in the longest time.

Then everyone started talking about the deals they got. Gem was offered a deal in California that would be a 2 month deal so he wouldn't be gone for that long. Fren was offered a deal in a near by studio to be their main artist so he wont be leaving. Evan and Jay were offered a duet contract in New York for a month so they wouldnt be gone for that long either. Arow was offered to be a singer for the biggest arts company in Toronto.

Then Arow put his arm around me and asked, "So, what was my sweet offered yesterday?" Then here came the nerves coming back again. Then to follow up everyone else was saying,"Yeah what were you offered youre quite quiet its okay if you werent offered anything just tell us were here for you no matter what!"

I was probably red as a tomato for i was scared and embarissed. I told them about the offer and they seemed surprised and happy for me, but they also looked quite sad. To be honest i was quite sad too i didnt want to leave this group of goofballs, but i kinda need to concider myself. As a group were great geah but no kne ever offers us gigs or performances all together. Everyone only asks for one of us. Ill say it will never be the same without being in a group yeah, but if the single things continue and people only want one of us then i wont be going anywhere if i dont take this cause this is the first deal i have ever been offered, and all the guys have been offered so many more deals.

I told the guys that I was going to say yes and i might not be coming back for years or ever and they were really supportive of me.

Gem: We are gonna miss you so much pls visit honestly it wont be the same without you cause you know but like if this is wht you think is right you should do it.

Fren: Wow you are so grown up now idc where you are you have to visit us okay? Oh no you dont need your big brother with you all the time anymore. Love you so nuch little sis i support your decision all the way

Evan: Yo if you believe this is your one shot? Take it cause you might not get another one right? JUST VISIT OKAY WE GONNA MISS YOU GURL

Jay: I believe in you no matter what you do. Call us and skype us whenever you can we love you so much and we'll miss you so much.

Arow: You dont even know how proud i am of you and how much i want you to take this job. I just dont want to let you go. In the end it is your decision just promise that no matter what happend you wont forget me!

I felt so warm inside knowing that they are all okay with me saying yes. I replied to all of them by saying, "Ill be leaving this saturday if you all want pls ckme to drop me.off at the airport so i can say one last goodbye!"

They all said they would be there.

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After the sushi restaurant I went home and called the agent guy. He was very please to hear the good news and he told me that my flight is leaving at 3pm. I was excited so i started packing my stuff out of ny apartment. Im giving Jay my apartment cause hes been looking for one lately anyways.

I was cleaninv out my drawers when j got a call from Arow. Our call went like this.

A: hi
D: hi wassup?
A: how is this relationship gonna work if your gonna be gone?
D: oh no i didnt think about this
A: i love you more then the world so it really hurts me to say this why dont we break it off but promise it wont hurt any of us and that we'll stay friends forever even if you dont come back.
D: i dont want to let you go either but i think its whats good for us.
A: this is the last time i love you babe
D: love you too it was fun while it lasted.
A:bye
D: bye.

Then we hung up.

I realized that i had to tell the guys about what time my flight was leaving so i went on our group chat and told them all to be there at 2 so we could hang out a bit before i get on the plane.

I couldnt sleep the whole night. I was kinda excited for the adventure to come. Kinda lazy cause i have six days to pack the rest of my stuff. Kinda sad cause what happened with Arow. Also so siked to finally live out my dream and finally be who i wanna be!!! :)

Hey everyone i hope you all liked that chapter. Sorry if its a little long and for the mistakes. Pls comment suggestions. Love yall and thanks for everything

Also sorry for the random pic lol <3