Living With Sam. (Pottorff Fafic)

Applause, Universe, And UltraSound.

So today is what "normal" people would call an off day but I call this day a "Shit stain on life" day. Andrea is pregnant with possibly Kians baby. Denise went to a doctor cause her lungs were as hazel would say "sucking at being lungs" she found out her asthma is coming back. Ricky may or may not have to have his finger amputated due to my bite. Sam is pissed at me cause I won't tell him why I'm depressed. Trevor is busy writing a new song. Connor is doing yoga, fucking taking pictures, and he's getting pissed because each picture he takes comes out blurry. Jc is shit I don't even know. Ughhh. Sam looks at me while I eat my cereal and look sad "So when are you gonna tell me what's wrong?" I look at him with a smile "Nothing is wrong. I'm positively okay. So don't worry." "Ughh you are driving me insane. Okay you are not okay. You sit around your apartment and mope then you dont even look at me much unless I speak to you. You cry yourself to fucking sleep each night. You don't want to sleep with me. You are pushing me and everyone else away. Let someone in, let me in and if you won't let me in then fucking let jc or kian or hell even Denise." Sam grabs my shoulders and pushes me against the wall. He pushed me against the wall hard, bruising my shoulder and leaving marks where his fingers were "Sam. Let go you're hurting me! And denise already knows so if you wanna know then fucking ask her." I see sam walk to Denise's room and knock on the door "Denise its sam. Open up!" I see the door open and sam walk in the door closes so I eavesdrop. "Whattya need sam?" Denise asks. I hear a sigh then sam says "What's wrong with Salem? Why is he so depressed?" Denise's bed creaked "Okay sam. Its time you knew." "Knew what?" Sam says. I hear Denise's voice change "Salem moved here to Cali with a friend of his. Her name was Sara Fairview, urmm about a year and a half ago ago when Salem met me. She used to work at Barnes&Nobles, Starbucks, and taco bell. All the places you and him met at, coincidentally on that day when he met you he thought it was a sign. A sign from Sara that his life would get better." I was kinda lying on the wall barely moving still listening "So what happened to Sara?" Sam asked.