Living With Sam. (Pottorff Fafic)

Bad Guys, Suicide, And Put aside.

"One day, when she was walking to her job. She met a guy. Sara brought this dude over quite a bit in those last few months. After they had sex, he broke up with her. All he wanted was her virginity. She was already dying because of Aids/HIV and on Salem's birthday she committed suicide. She went to that carnival across from McDonalds, got on the top of the ferris wheel, and jumped off the cliff. Everyday he goes to Barnes&Nobles to get books in memory of her." Denise said stuttering. I could tell sams mouth was open. "Anyways, do you see sam? Why he was hurt when you asked him to meet him. Why he yelled and screamed at you. You've been to his thinking place but you haven't seen his thoughts. He thinks that it was his fault. If only he had seen it happen and he believes he could've stopped her suicide. He tells me that whenever he goes to thinking spot he sees her and she tells him stuff. Sam, you're his strange little miracle. Did he show you the greenhouse?" Denise says. I admit I was kinda sobbing by then, it hurts just to remember, I hope that they don't hear me "Yes. He did, he put the rose I gave him up there." Sam says. "Sam, do you know what that fucking means? That's something Salem doesn't just do. Usually if a guy gives him a flower, Salem will just throw it away when the guy isn't looking. We should go up to the greenhouse and look." Denise yelled. I hear footsteps so I start running, I lay down on the couch and pretend to be asleep. "He's asleep. Let's go check it out." Sam whispers. I hear them go up the stairs to the greenhouse so I sneak up the stairs careful not to make a sound and I listen. I hear denise and sam gasps "Wow! Sam all these roses." Denise says. Sam kinda stutters "I only gave him one, denise. So how did all these roses get here?" I go into the greenhouse and say "They got here because its a sign. From her. She wanted me to be happy and I am. She told me that you were my gift from her. She wanted us to meet, it may be hard to believe at first but I got used to that. I'm sorry I've been distancing myself, I just needed to remember her when she was happy. When she was loved."