So here goes the day of "letting it out" questions keep circling around my head, will they let me go? Will they care? All I know is one thing, I'm going wether they like it or not! This is the only way I can show how great I am of a person and brave.
"Mum..." I say quietly and nervously
But no word came from her mouth so I try again...
"MUM!!" This time a lot louder and bit rude"Huh oh sorry dear...what's wrong!" She asks like she actually cares.
"Well..."
"I want to go to...""Don't mumble speak up!"
"I WANT TO GO TO WAR!"
Suddenly there's silence all around house as I was so loud the whole house knows now. Finally the silence breaks out!
"Why do u want to go to war son?" Dad chirps up all concerned!
"I just feel...out of place and I want to show you how I really am I've always wanted to go you've just never noticed!
"We have noticed son... It's just ever since your grandad died..."