The moon has phases. It always has. And they have always been recorded by us. Phases which are nothing more than what the moon chooses to hide. What she chooses not to reveal.
Women also have phases. We go through cycles. And I firmly believe that people have phases too. And that sometimes you can try to change, but you might just repeat it. Go through the circle right back to where you started. You can't change who you are, but you can change what you choose to let people see.
And maybe this is just a phase. One that I will go through only once in my life.
I can't let this repeat. I can't let this happen. I can't live my life scared to be who I am. I'm not going to let this happen.
Maybe I'm scared of commitment of any kind. And now that this could be real. That I could really like girls. I'm hoping that it changes. I'm hoping that it goes away.
I can't have people changing around me because of me. I can't change either. So I'm hoping it won't be my choice. I'm willing to take any consequences, but this needs to go away. This has to be a phase. It has to be.
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Rambles of a Queer Girl
Teen FictionIt was different. I felt something different. They couldn't be butterflies. No. Not with them. I can't get butterflies. She's a girl. No. I'm just lonely. No, I'm just depressed. No, I can't like a boy and a girl at the same time. That's too far, w...
