Fluorescent buzz emanates in my ears, the buzz of it acting as background noise while I try to swallow it all.
My posture was relaxed, almost sinking into the waiting room chair.
Eyes glossing over the pictures on the walls, the little play area for children which I assume that some people who bring their kids or whatever while they sorrow in the doctor.
But what can I say about it?
I have a kid of my own, but she's not waltzing around right now.
Taking a deep breath and rubbing my hair with my hand, I had left Jinae with Seulgi-noona and Haewon who were both at my house right now.
They decided to stay over for the week since new year is in about a few days anyways and they insisted.
In my own private confine, I never told them why I had to go out for a few hours.
Keeping this secret affair between me and the doc,
A part of me that's been eating away at me for the longest time since I left home.
My feet remained locked into the ground, my breathing became a lot less shallow. My head ached a bit from a slight ache but I can't tell if it was because I barely slept last night or it's the caffeine from the coffee this morning.
I truly wonder about the recent events that have unfolded, a good topic about Haewon and Seulgi would be great for the talk among me and him.
? - uhm- L/N Y/N?
Snapping out of my thoughts, quickly getting up from the uncomfortable chair, fixing my clothes in the process to look presentable.
Y/N - doc, afternoon.
He smiled at me with friendly intent, taking out his hand for me to shake. Which I courteously shook.
Doc - how are you?
Y/N - good doc, you?
Doc - excellent as usual, take a seat as usual.
Pointing to the almost Victorian looking arm chair.
The dark, almost faded crimson red becomes less enticing the more I come here.
Walking along the floorboards, gripping the armchair and taking a seat on it.
The plush velvet texture always irked me a bit, the fact that it laid itself on the arms provided a bit of discomfort but I'm not one to judge the doc's preferences.
He took a seat opposite me, matching the aesthetics of our chair.
Almost the same except his was more maintained.
The doc was around in late 30's, having met and began our relationship about when Jinae was about eleven to at least fourteen months at the most if I can recall.
His almost out of fashion goatee which reminded me a bit of Chris Cornell, but had dressed himself rather nicely. Sporting a cardigan despite the weather, in some brown slacks and his well maintained slick back hair and silver glasses.
Swallowing to clear my throat, he looked up at me while observing his notepad.
Doc - glad to see you here, it's been a while.
Y/N - too long, been busy.
Doc - work keeping you up again?
Y/N - not just work this time doc.
Sighing, I closed my eyes and immediately softened my posture to lay against it more.
Y/N - relationship stuff
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memory (NMIXX X Male Y/N)
RomanceY/N, a video editor for Divison 4 of JYPe is thrown into the chaos that is NMIXX. His friendship with Oh Haewon and being a busy family man has gotten him stressed. He's able to balance it all out while figuring out where he stands in the middle o...
