Me&Mine

Chapter 19

*Natalie's POV*

I laid in the chair next to Mar's bed. Diva was sleeping on my chest and I rubbed my hand through her hair. Mar doesn't look like himself and it kills me to see him laying there like that. I want to find the bastard that did this. Diva started to whine so I rocked her and laid her down in the chair and went on the other side of Mar. I held his hand and kissed his cheek. The doctor walked in and he kinda startled me.
"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you" he smiled

"Its cool"

"Well any signs of movement"

"No but I know he will"

"That's right keep high hopes" he smiled yet again checked Mar's vital signs and left. I love this man so much and he has to wake up. I placed my hand on his and I squeezed it hoping he'd squeeze back. I got nothing and I cried a little and then I felt a hand on my back I turned around and behind me stood Mar's mom. She wiped away her tears and pulled me into a hug. I cried even harder on her shoulder. I just want Amari to wake up.

*Shatifia's POV*
After the heist we went back to Jason's house to count our money. I don't want any of the guys to die especially Dallas I still do love him. I feel terrible about robbing him but I had to do what I had to do. We got back to Jason's house and he kissed me in the car right in front of his house. I pulled away "Lilith is in the house so stop" he licked his lips and we grabbed the bags of money and went in the house. He kissed Lilith and they went in deep at the door until I cleared my throat. He looked at me and smirked.
"Aight ladies we got this cash money" he took out the stacks of money and kissed them.
"Now here's your share" he handed me $2000 dollars which way less than we agreed on. Now he's not just going to play me like that. "Jason this isn't the amount we agreed on" he walked over to me and pulled his gun out. "Well bitch we didn't get all the money I wanted did we."

"But Jason"

"But my ass now take your money and leave" he shooed me away as he pulled Lilith in his lap and began undressing her. I stood up and walked out. I can't believe I killed the man I love just to get a lousy 2000 bucks. Jason will face my wrath cause you don't do Shatifia like that. I walked into my house and my son ran to me. I picked him up but he's too big to be holding.

"Hey Heimy"

"Mom look what me and Claire made"
He held up a picture of me and him. I love this little guy. The older he gets the more he asks about his dad. How can I tell him that I don't know who is dad is. I paid Claire and she left.
"Hey mommy why don't I have a daddy like my friends". I looked into his eyes and kissed his forehead. "Baby you're father is umm no longer with us" He didn't ask a follow up question. I wish I knew exactly who is father was cause I want my son to know his father. Back when I got pregnant I was fucking Mari and Dallas but neither of them knew. I know yall think I'm a hoe for fucking best friends but at first I didnt they were friends. Once I found out I didn't really care as long as my needs were being met. But then Dallas went and got a girlfriend and we fucked a little still but then he showed up to my house and called us off. I kept fucking Amari but after awhile he called us off too. He said he needed wifey material not just some random hook up. I didn't tell either of them I was pregnant. Now once again Dallas is in a relationship and so is Mar and I'm nothing but a side hoe. I wish Dallas and I could be in a relationship. I killed that bitch Marisa so me and Dallas could be together and then all he did was fuck and duck me. I remember killing Marisa and how I made it look like a random shoot out. I stood over her and she begged for her life but all I kept seeing was her fucking him in the window that day and laughing in my face. I shot her until all my anger was out then I hopped back in my car and drove away. I expected me and Dallas to start a relationship but apparently I'm not wifey material and now he's dead. I was sitting in my living room drinking my wine when I got a phone call.
*phone call*

Unknown: you dumb bitch you were supposed to kill them

Me: I did

Unknown: they're still alive just unconscious

Me: but I thought

Unknown: you're ass better hope they don't make it or its your life understand

Me: Yes sir