The Secret Guide to Flanking..

Welcome to My Life, Part Two - Aria

The date? April 11th 2013, a Thursday might I add. 

So what's a 16 year old girl like me doing on a Thursday night over half term? Absolutely fuck all, as per usual. Not the exciting life you would think for a girl my age. Well what can I say; I'm not a normal girl. 

Long story short there's a guy, typical I know right. So this guy, Luke, he's pretty much perfect. Tall, blonde, eyes that just seem to be blue but it's impossible for anything that perfect to have any distinct colour because they're his and he shouldn't have to share a colour with anyone. Then that back, words do not describe the things that I would do to that back. Just give me a room and some form melted fudge and I shall be on my way. Total flanker right here. But Luke is just my perfect guy. Musician (bass player but of course), swimmer, but most importantly all around great guy. The only down side, he's my best friend. Let's just say friend zoning sucks. Well at least I thing one of us has friend zoned the other, it's hard to say. 

Luke, he's my fellow flanking partner, shush don't tell him guys. I can't help it, whenever we talk something just click in my brain and then boom, I just want him. Nothing sexual or anything, it's just like I have a need for him. A craving.  

Anyways, enough about my Lucas otherwise I'll just get emotional and punch Effie, who happens to be sleeping on my floor tonight. Or reading through my texts yet again. Seriously what happened to privacy? Passwords were created for a reason you know.

Today happened to be one of my more social days of the year. I actually left my revision at home and left for society...well Cheshire. Yay for the British countryside. 

So yeah, I left my bedroom and went for a good chill with the guys, 7 of us in total; me, Effie (total babe), Josh (that dude loves me, seriously), my sister Mol, Alan, Travis and Jacob. Yeah that's 7 I think.  

All together we make a pretty good group considering we haven't known each other that long. Although the group can get a little awkward at some times. Maybe it's just me because I know everything. Well by everything all I mean is that I know that Effie likes Josh, Josh likes me, and I like Luke. Yeah it isn't a great cycle. Can someone say awkward? 

Want to know something else. Apparently I flank with Josh. Me flank with Josh? Seriously that guy is honestly just a friend. Yeah he likes me, and yeah we get along well, but honestly we are just friends. I can't help the random poke wars, beanie stealing and whatever else classes as flirting nowadays. But I really don't like him that way. I'm Luke's and that's all I want. Sometimes I just wish Josh liked Effie instead of me. Then she would be truly happy. She deserves it more than me. Everyone deserves someone.

Love Aria x 

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