I am just sitting on the couch of the living room full of boxes . ignoring things that I should be doing now . My eyes are staring at the TV screen blankly not knowing what exactly did I watched or watching right now . My body is not functioning well and I have a severe headache . I haven't go out in two days and I also didn't shower for these two days . I do not want to move in the first place but things are so complicated to remember why we move out in the first place . Now I'm living with my mother and not with my 'parents' anymore . I will probably never see Nectar again for a long time . Even though we fight all the time he was the seriously bestest brother in the whole world .Now I'm not living with my dad and Nectar . I live with my mom alone . Nectar and I heard mom and dad fight one night and we will never knew it was this big of an arguments until they separated . They remained normal for a few days after the fight until that one day it just like a grenade on our faces . "we're getting a divorce . One of you will stay with mom and one of you will stay with dad" . Nectar and I never separates before . even though we fought but we were always together . Maybe that's because we were twins . Inseparable . Most importantly we were One .Mom picked me to live with her and dad picks Nectar . Its not like I was mom favourite and Nectar was dad's its just they agreed to let a woman raise a soon to be woman and man raise a soon to be man . I totally understands that . I mean I don't want to talk to my dad about cramps and periods and boys . And I'm pretty sure Nectar don't want to talk about the similar subjects to mom too . I understand and respect their decision but I just felt lifeless right now not wanting to live anymore .
"You should get yourself cleaned up May" says my mom from behind . I heard her unboxing some of our stuff but i just ignore it and give a groan as a reply
"Tomorrow you'll go to school ." says mom expecting a decent reply but all I say is "whatever"
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Tonight after unpleasant dinner I open my twitter and my tumblr . scrolling through . nothing interesting really . just same old same old . I look through the window . and I saw a wishing star . and I wish for one thing only and that one thing was to have an actual friend . who will never leave me when im in the lust and always supports me whenever I do wrong . for the better luck of tomorrow
So I hope you guys enjoy this xx I'll update soon
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To seek an Adventure (a Nat Wolff fanfiction )
RandomLife aren't always perfect . Just like Nat and May's life . Both of them have their own stories to tell, to hide and to be kept a secret . will love find them happiness or the opposite .
