Sadness is taking control

~22~

Will you ever realize how much i loved you?

I was thinking you every day.

I dreamed of you.

I dreamed that we could be together forever.

I dreamed that in every night we would sit at home and hold hands.

I believed that you meant it.

I believed that you loved me.

I throught that you would never leave me.

But you lied.

Now I'm sitting in the rain. Alone.

I'm thinking about you, you know?

I think that why you lied to me?

Did you fear that you could hurt me?

You should known that this hurted me even more.

And i don't know can i ever forgive to you.

I still love you.

And i don't think that you can even remember me.