One shots.

Jealous.

Leah~

"Matts throwing a party, want to come with me?"

"Sure." As long as Lauren doesn't throw herself at you like the last few times.

"Awesome." He kisses my head going to our shared room.

I get ready trying to look ok, I'm only going cause Shawn asked me and Lauren but that doesn't matter.

*At the party*

We all sat in a circle me by Matt and Ian while Shawn was over by Lauren who would touch his leg any chance she got.

"He's a good guy, he won't let anything happen." Matt says to me bringing his attention back to the game. I lean back looking down.

"What's that scar from?" Ian asks looking at the one on my side.

"Oh, I cut my self on a piece of wood."

"Really?"

"Yeah, I was young."

"Makes sense now, you wouldn't do something that stupid." I hit his arm laughing.

"I'll have you know that I would do something that stupid." He laughs rubbing his arm. "Man up." He acts hurt making me laugh again.

"What's the first thing you can think of?"

"Invisible boners." He burst out laughing, I shake my head seeing Shawn looking at us.

Doesn't feel good does it?

"What's so funny?" Matt asks.

"Invisible boners." I say watching his face. It looks confused for a second before he starts laughing. "You guys are so immature."

"Your the one that thought of it." Ian points out.

"Where did that come from?"

"I have a strange mind."

"Yes you do."

"Have you shown her the view?" Matt asks Ian.

"No. Come on." He gets up holding his hand out for me. "You are going to love this." I walk with him, again seeing Shawn looking at us.

Suck it Mendes.

He leads me to a narrow stair case having me go first.

We end up on the roof getting an axing view of the stars. "Woah." I'm speechless.

We sit up there for I don't know how long, the music from down stairs faint.

"We should go back." I nod getting up.

We walk back in the living room sitting where we were before.

"How was it?"

"Amazing."

Shawn~

If her goal was to make me jealous it worked.

I watch Ian and Matt poke her dimples, she hits their hands away smiling wider. I try to listen to whatever Lauren is saying but can't.

*After party*

The car ride home is quite and awkward.

"I don't want you talking to Ian." She scoffs not looking at me.

"Him and Matt were the only people who talked to me while Lauren was throwing herself at you."

"She was drunk."

"She didn't drink shit."

"I was talking to her because you wouldn't talk to me." I say softly.

"How would you know that? You barely even looked at me. You touched you every chance she got and you didn't do shit about it."

"I thought she was drunk."

"I thought you loved me." She gets out going inside. I follow watching the bathroom door close.

"I do love you."

"You certainly proved yourself tonight." She walks out heading straight for the door.

"W-where are you going." Please don't leave.

"Go find Lauren, I don't care anymore."

"Please don't leave." Tears well up in my eyes as she looks at me.

"I don't see a point in staying." She walks out the tears coming down fast. Not stopping.

She left because I was a jealous boyfriend.

Leah~

I left because I was a jealous girlfriend.

Ohhhhhh SHIT.

THINGS GOT REAL.

I'm sad.

Very. Very sad.

It gets better
-Todrick Hall.

Yup well that's all.

Love you.

-BETH ❤️