Falling in Love in the Right/Wrong Direction[1D(ZaynMalik)FanFic]

Chapter 14

After school ended I walked home.

I knocked on the door and no one opened.

Ugsh nododys home.

I took out the key from my pocket tht I always carry

I opened the door a walked inside. I dropped all my stuff on the floor.

I stepped over it and went towards the kitchen. I was about to open the refrigerator when I saw a note taped to the front, it read:

Jays

I taped it here cuz this is usually the place you come right after school(the fridge)

Well, me and your father are going to Florida to visit your aunt. Your uncle says that she's been feeling sick so we're gonna go and stay with her for bout a week. We left some money on the counter. Use it wisely and don't tell your brother bout the money, he's just going to want to waste it on stupid stuff. Well right now your sister is at your cousins house. She's sleeping the night there. Take care and we'll be home by Sunday.

-Daddy & Mommy

I sighed...wow...they went to Florida without me...

I checked my phone and realized my momma was calling me

I answered it.

"Jays...you get the note?" She asked

"Yea..."

"Ok...we'll be home by Saturday or Sunday. When your brother gets back from his football practice, order some pizza."

"Alright,mom."

"Kay love ya, jays, bye, take care"

"Kay mom...and next time...at least take me..."

She sighed"ok ok...well just take care"

"Okay, Bye, love ya" I said as I hung up

I picked up my stuff from the floor and carried them upstairs. I logged onto twitter, but I regretted as soon as I saw all the tweets I got...

There was a lot of hate.

'@hi_its_Jays do you really think the guys love you.? Wow. Ugly & Dumb

The guys don't wanna be seen around you. They hate you, just go kill yourself.'

There were lots of hate that said similar stuff to that. Like go kill myself, I'm worthless, I should commit suicide, one said that some people cut themselves to forget about the world and I should give it a try(in a mean way) All of this was coming to me. I just couldn't take it anymore.the tears poured from my eyes. I had many thoughts in my head. What if I did kill myself? Would that leave everyone at peace.? These thoughts flowed through my head. I jogged upstairs to the bathroom.

I looked myself in the bathroom mirror. My eyes were red from the crying. I had found this razor and I had pictures in my head of it going through my skin. If its what people want, then it's what they'll get.

I placed that razor against my skin up to my wrist. I forced it in and did a straight mark across my skin. It started hurting and I winced in pain. I saw the blood stream down my wrist. Suddenly I heard someone on the front door. I quickly wiped up the blood from my wrist and the razor to. I cleaned it and quickly up it in one of my bedroom drawers which I ran across the hall. I rushed downstairs and opened the door. The five guys came in. Didn't expect them here

"Hey, love" Harry said as he came in

"Uh..."

"So..." Niall said as he sat down on the couch