Behind the brown eyes of Vic Fuentes

Chapter 12

4am & I wake myself up from a nightmare that seemed to real. I check my phone to find 10 notifications. Instgram posts, likes, mails, and A message was sent at 2am by a number that wasn't on my contact list.
"Hey, so you think you can get anything now that Vic is yours? Well your stupid because I still got all those pictures of you in jr high, and we all know you are ugly and geeky in those pictures. Not to mention there's some where you were trying hard to get at your old crush, Gabe and those pictures of your drunk in high school while you were asleep on the floor. Dump him, he isn't worth those pictures that I will upload. We all know you're still ugly and fat, so why would he ever even chose you? Go fuck yourself and dump him." Lauren. Why is she trying to get me to dump him? What the fuck do you think you want me to do? I don't want her to upload them. But I can't lose Vic:( I run to the bathroom and cry. Why does she always have to do this? I know im not pretty, but saying it to my face doesn't boost up my confidence either. Another message from her popped up as I read it. I responded back and shoved two fingers get shoved to the edge of my mouth and i let out all the food. I have to lose weight. I know the pretty part can't change. I'm stuck like this, ugly. I grab my knife, took out Xanax, threw up a little more so all I would have left in my stomach would be the overdose of the Xanax. Blood on the floor, pills in my hand, toilet flushing, and all I remember is the sound of my breathing going slower and slower, as The room faded into black.