Suspiciously In Love

VI

I was walking up to the front door of our house and I heard yelling as soon as I opened the door. I heard Zack's voice and a familiar voice I couldn't make out. I walked where the yelling was coming from.

Zack and Mrs. Gilbert his mom.

"She's a danger to this family Zack and you know it!" She yelled in his face. He sighed before looking at me surprised. He walked up to me holding my arms.

"Honey I should explain this you" he said whispering to me. "What is going on?" I asked.

"My mother keeps saying how you a-are a bad mother and she thinks you should leave b-b-but I don't think so". He sounded scared when he was speaking to me. He's a fucking mommy's boy. I don't even know why I dated him.

"I don't think Zack I know she's a terrible mother!" His mother yelled at his back. He turned around walking up to her and yelling back. "But I love her and how do you know she is!". The room became silent for the fifteen time probably.

"You know what fuck you too Mrs. Miller I have been kind to your damn excuse of a mommas boy but since you've shown your true colors I'd like if all of you can get the fuck out of my damn house" I stated. I looked at Zack who was looking at his mother who was mad like she wanted to kill me.

"My son is not a mommas boy!". She went to me to slap me. But she ended up missing which I wanted to laugh at. "You will never have to worry about seeing my son you will never be around him anymore" She said as she was getting close to my face. Her and her husband left without Zack.

I looked at Zack waiting for an explanation from whatever his mom was on about. "What the fuck does your mom mean?" I questioned him. He just shrugged his shoulders heading upstairs not giving a shit at all. I was going to go and confront him but I didn't have the energy for more bullshit coming from his weak ass family.

I instead started cleaning up the living room, kitchen , and dining room as the responsible ex-wife/ex-girlfriend. I don't even know why I sleep with him still. He walked out on us but I don't understand what originally made him come back.

I heard little foot steps coming down the stairs as I was cleaning the countertops. Lucy came down running with her monkey my mother got for her birthday. "Mommy I'm hungry" she said looking at me with the most adorable looking eyes ever.

"Sure sweetheart what do you want" I asked her. She tapped on her chin then rushed to the fridge freezer. "Can I have chicken Alfredo mommy" she always makes me laugh every time. I nod and grab all the ingredients and she tries to help me but ended up getting flour all over herself and as soon as we finished Zack came downstairs dressed with his duffle bag and suitcase packed. I looked at him with disbelief in my face he was leaving right in front of his daughter. Now that's gives more reason for her to cry about him and for her to ask me questions about her dad for hours on end. But he never really explains himself to me at all not even to his daughter. Just yesterday they were have fun and now it's like he gives her a toy and he just walks the fuck out.

"Zack where are you going". I stand there asking him point blank. "To my parents they are right you are a terrible mother and girlfriend" he said walking towards the front door. "What the fuck Zack how am I a terrible mother". I was mad how he was taking his mother's side over mine. She's the one who's a terrible mother can't even have her son step up and talk to a girl no wonder he leaves the second his child is born. He's just giving credo his mother.

He continues walking towards his car when his daughter's voice stops him. "Daddy I love you!". I can tell she was on the verge of tears right now seeing her father leave right in front of her.

I picked her up taking her back inside the house holding her close to me. I was officially over his ass he can come back and promise to be a fucking father but he cry to him damn mother for all I fucking care.

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I woke up with Lucy in my bed in my arms sleeping next to me. She had cried all last night she didn't even want to eat the food. I got up slowly trying not to wake her up. I picked up my phone heading to the bathroom calling my brother Philip.

Philip & Sophia's Conversation

P: Sophia hey me and Ben are just getting ready to go have breakfast do you wanna come.

S: No, I can't I have work and I have to take Lucy to school.

P: Okay, no worries.

S: Phil we had a situation last night.

P: Oh really about what cuz I can tell you me and Ben had a whole time of our lives last night as well.

S: Zack left to go to his parents last night and Lucy was devastated about it and he said that his mother was right about me being a terrible mother and girlfriend.

P: WHAT HE LEFT YOU ARE YOU FOR REAL.

S: Yes, he's such a fucking dick when it comes to picking people he loves.

P: Well your not wrong about that but why did he leave.

S: Over something they were talking about when I got home today and he thinks I'm overreacting or something.

P: We'll find you a different man.

S: That's gonna be hard because some men don't even like woman who has a kid.

P: Girl, men aren't gonna care because you have Lucy she's a kid what they think you can put her back in your womb.

P: But anyways I have to go Ben keeps talking about how he wants to smother me in bed.

End of Conversation

Philip was right about me looking for a new man. But half of men in this world are assholes most of the time. And I have Lucy to worry about she's a kid and I can't have her go though so much. She deserves better.

I take off my clothes and take a shower I had time anyway. Lucy doesn't start school until 9 and it was 7.
I start work at 10:30 but if I'm a second late he's mad for no reason.

I make it out of the bathroom around 7:40. I take long showers. I walk back to the bedroom seeing Lucy still sleeping I quickly get dressed and go downstairs to make her lunch and breakfast. Sometimes when she's sad she doesn't really eat and from what happens last night will be rough.

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"Bye sweetheart love you!" I yell as she jumps out the car walking to her school. She is a sweet girl who just needs love more than patience but her dad takes that away from her every time he leaves. But usually when he leaves he doesn't tell her neither do I so she won't feel this way. But I guess men are all the damn same.

I drove to work right after I dropped Lucy off at school. In just hoping I don't accidentally run into Zack at all today.

"Ms. Miller I'm glad you made it" u heard my boss shout. He was annoyed as ever he never understood my reasons of actions, he was always mad.

Before I could even respond I heard a familiar voice behind me. "I'm surprised she did". I turned around just to see.

Zack

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This shit took a long time to write 😭
Seeing how much there is.

At least I'm posting 😼.