Isabella Rossi

{chapter 30}

"I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone."

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TW: mentions of suicide/suicidal thoughts.
                                Isabella

I wake up being carried. I look up and see Alessandro is carrying me,"Mm.. where am I..?" I mumble groggily, and Ales chuckles.

"We're home, Ella. You slept through flight and  car ride," He smiles. I look and see the house,"woah! where's Apollo?" I ask, realizing that he's not here.

"He went to the store for something," He says, walking into the house and the living room, and sits on the couch, me in his lap. Alysa walks over and sits by us, giving me a dirty look.

what's her problem?

"dad? where will I be sleeping?" Alysa asks Alessandro. It's very weird hearing her call Ales dad,"shit we forgot about that.. you'll end up sleeping in mine and Elena's room, because the guest room is being re done, and you can't sleep in Isabella's room because Apollo, so..." he trails off.

"Mkay!" she smiles," I have a room here?" I ask, my eyebrows furrowing,"Yes. It's the same room you had as a baby, except we re decorated it after we found you."

"ohhh. Do we have any christmas traditions?" I ask, and Alysa scoffs,"who doesn't know her own family's christmas traditions?"

"Alysa, be nice," Alessandro glares at her. she huffs and gets up, i'm assuming to look around. I stand up,"Where's my room?"

"Follow me," Alessandro says, standing up too. I follow him upstairs and down a veryyyy long hallway,"does the whole family come here for christmas?" I ask, and he nods, opening a door.

"when will the be here- whoa! I love it," I smile seeing my room. Alessandro smiles, closing the door. he leads me to sit on my bed.

"I need to talk to you, Ella," He says, a serious look on his face, and I nod,"I feel bad. I didn't want to adopt Alysa," he admits, and my eyes widen,"oh my gosh-"

"And me and Elena are calling off the wedding."

OH.

MY.

GOD.

"what?! why?" I ask, my eyes wide,"We both have sort of.. fell out of love. We've become more distant ever since you came back," he explains. oh. it was my fault. it was my fault that they're calling off the wedding. it was my fault that they had stopped loving each other.

"I'm so sorry Ales.. Have you told mom and dad yet..?" I ask,"Yes, but no one else besides you. Okay, well i'm gonna let you unpack," he says, gets up and walks out.

I sigh, and flop back onto my bed. gosh you're so so stupid Isabella. You shouldn't be here. You don't belong here. You're just a burden to them. You're ruining their family. You should've killed yourself that night.

maybe you should kill yourself as a christmas gift.

No. Apollo would miss me. I sigh again, why does my life have to be so difficult.

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HEYYYYY!! two updates in one week?? i'm so happy abt that!!

anywayyy. so, Alessandro didn't wanna adopt Alysa, and him and Elena are splitting up, nd Isabella thinks it's her fault.

ideas for the next chapter???

Love,

Maddison💗🫶🏻