Don't let me go.(Teacher and Student.)

Chapter 3

Ok I don't kno what people think about this but please let me know. Thanks :-)

This Chapter is Rated R. Sexual talk and content.

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Once the 12th period bell rang. I ran. I didn't want to talk to anyone, Britt, And Zack came running after me, I had tears coming down, I didn't know if I really wanted to keep this up anymore, Yes, I was in love with Zack but come on, we got to be real about this, there is a 10 year difference in our age.

I jumped in my car and took off, I was crying to the point I couldn't see anything. Why in the hell was I crying. Nothing set me off, Maybe it was just the thought of having to let go of my love. Before I knew it I was driving into my drive way,  I got out and ran to my appartment and tried to find my key. It felt like forever before I found it, I was crying so hard I just shut the door behind me and locked it and fell to the floor. Why in the world was I crying. I couldn't love him this much or could I?

Before I knew it i was sleeping on the floor in front of my door, I heard a knock at the door, which is what woke me up.  I scrambled to get up, and I looked out the window to see who it was, and there stood Zack, Just standing there looking hurt, I looked at my watch and I saw it was 5:30p.m. it had been 3 hours since I got home. I opened the door slowly, I take it my eye's were still red by the face he made.

"Baby, are you alright?" He asked me ask he took me into his arms. He backed us up and closed the door.

I tired so hard to speak, but I started to cry again.

"Babe, come on what's bugging you?" He asked as he touched my cheek, "Was is something Amy, Britt, or I said?" 

I just couldn't get words out, I couldn't tell him I wanted to end it, because in my heart, I didn't. I just wanted to show our love in public, I love him!

I finally was able to get some words out, "I.......Don't.......Know.......What..........To........Do" 

He just looked at me, and he knew what I meant. "Babe, We're going to get though this." He said Rocking me in his arms.

I looked up at him and he had tears coming down.."Hun....I love you......don't leave me." I said and tears started rolling out of my eye's because right there, I could tell that his heart was breaking too. We loved eachother. How could we choose. I was of age, I could do anything I wanted to do, but his job is what was on my mind.

As the night went on, I fell asleep in Zack's Arm's. I felt his warmth, and I just felt so safe with him.

I woke up about 1:30 A.m. When I looked at the clock. I didn't see Zack anywhere. He usually stays the night here with me, But when I opened my eye's there was no sight of him. the whole house was empty, Maybe he just left and that's his was of telling me its over, but he's not that kind of guy, is he?

I heard my front door open, and then the light poped on, There stood my love, with his wonderful eye's that just made me melt when I looked into them.

"You feeling any better baby?" He asked me with a soft voice.

"Yeah, I guess." I said as I sat up on the side of the bed.

"Babe, We're going to get though this, you only have.... what a month left of high school?' He said with a smile, I can adment it was a good thing but I couldn't get myself to smile. "It's going to be just fine." He said pulling me up into his arms. With his touch I jumped, It felt like I was dreaming. HOw could a 28 year old guy like an 18 year old? I just didn't understand anything.