Why Lord, do you put us through such pain,
She asked.
Why are you making me carry the cross when
It was already carried for me?
She prayed.
Oh dear god, I tried my best and I'm losing hope,
Tell me your plans are better than my dreams
Why can't I be proud of who I am?
Why am I ashamed of how I am seen by the world?
They say you are already in my life, and I dont need to beg for you
But where are you Lord?
They say you are the best listener, I wont even need to shout,
but where are you when I'm crying my lungs out?
Lord, they hate me
And you know it's true
They say you give us situations where we can become courageous
But Lord, she said, where are you when I need you?
Get rid of this pain for me,
take it away
Neither do I need it, nor do I like it
Why all this suffering, Lord
Why? she asked.
YOU ARE READING
Still held on.
RandomWas just a normal girl, living in an unusual world Seeking for no attention, just looking for a space Trying not to fall apart, hunting for the glue to fix the broken pieces Never questioned, just followed And yet she conquered.
