As I stood at the top of the 60 ft building my demon's kept screaming do it. No body loves you. Just jump.
I tried to resist as the tears fell from my cheeks. "ALICIA STACY OLIVES WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!?" my girlfriend screamed, causing me to fall. So this is it? I can't wait to reach hell. At least it will be better than this.
*2 years earlier*
"Bye mum!" I screamed running to my jeep.
"Stacy wait!" My sister Bella came out screaming.
"What Bella?" I asked as she reached the car.
"I need a ride." She replied sheepishly.
"Hop in!" I said
"Thanks mate!" She smiled
I blared asking Alexandria's song moving on in the car.
Me and Bella screamed the lyrics to knives and pens when we pulled to the cars parking lot. I turned off the enigine and ran inside avoiding the group of populars outfront. As I passed the screamed things like "slut" "whore" "emo bitch" it was all true. No body could change my mind. I jogged to my locker and talked to my best friend spike who was the locker next to me. "So you going to the dance?" He asked as we walked "I don't know to be honest." I replied truthfully. "You should ask safire to go with you Stace! Come on we notice the sparks between you two Lesbos." I blushed "I don't know. She will think I'm a freak!" Speaking of the angel. "Hi stace!" She said and I smiled. "Heyy saffy." I said "so you going to the dance with anyone?" She asked. "Nope." I replied "well...would you mabye like to go with me?" I was screaming inside but replied calmly. "Sure I guess." She laughed "see you later." She said "bye." I said "bye babe" she said and I blushed wile she giggled. I was happy but knew it wouldn't change me. I was still the worthless bitch everyone hates.
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the suiside addict
Teen FictionI'm sick of it. sick of life. I wish it was over. I wish someone would come save me. even if someone tried, the couldn't. I'm too far lost to even feel anymore. I might as well be dead.
