Ride Or Die

Here It Goes

That week I see Prod acting distance and upset all week. Drama on the first week damn. Well my boyfriend Ray is happy with me. Waking up saturday morning all I hear is loud excitment and yelling in the next room. I get up put on my fuzzy slippers and go to see whats going on. I peep in the next room and all I see is SJ, Prod, Ray & Prince jumping and dancing. Prod and Ray turn and I see them smile at me but I frown because my boyfriend and crush are walking towards you. Prod see's Ray walking towards me but ends up stopping......a frown builds on his face and he looks away. In my mind Im are sad but my face shows that Im happy. Ray scoops me up in his arms by my waist and hugs me tight. When he puts me down and Skylar grabs my butt and I back it up on her. She laughs and Prince gives me a hug and continues his game with Skylar.

Ray:Hey Prince you talk Cassey???

Prince: Umm no I havent I been chilling with Skylar lately......

Skylar & Me: Who is Cassey?!

Prince: Well she my......girlfriend....

Skylar walks out the room turning red trying not to cry. I look at Ray with a confused face like "what the fuck" and ran after her. Princeton offered to come comfort her and explain but when it comes to Skylar only you can cheer her up. You run to her room and hold her and wipe her tears away.

Me: Dont cry Sj you didnt know at least you didnt fall in love with him.......

As she cries harder.

Skyar: but i did i knew something was up because he wouldve been mine by now and we wouldve had out first kiss! Im not coming out my room.

I walk out and tell the boyz to go home. Everyone does but prod didnt get the memo and stayied. He came out the bathroom to hear me talking myself saying how I wish I knew and its my fault. He comes in your room slowly lifts your head and stare into my water-filled eyes.

Prod: Why is a beautiful girl like you crying. Its not your fault. Yea Prince had a girlfriend but he was into skylar more.

Me: I feel its my fault because I didnt really even really get to know Princeton like that.....who is Cassey anyways..

Prod: Well if you paid attention in class.....

Being interupt by the screaming of skylar running down the hall to the game room me and prodigy runn and see her throwing everything from pens to chairs at princeton. Yelling "WHO THE FUCK IS CASSEY!!!!". Princeton used to be a football player before a dancer so he tackled her down on the couch and kissed her. He explained who Cassey was and why he didnt tell her. Taking a whole 10 minutes saying how he feels about her and that its hard to break up with Cassey even though she looks sweet she really is emotionally crazy. Then RayRay bust in the door and see's me and prodigy holding hands but we let go as he almost took a second look in shock. He see's that I was crying and comes to comfort me by picking me up and taking me to my room. He looks back at Prod and says "Thanks for stopping the crying while i was gone man, good friend good friend...' I look back and see the pain in his heart but the fake smile on his face. I end up in my room on my bed with Ray sitting beside me holding my hand.

Ray: Bae why were you crying you are too damn beautiful for this

My: Its my fault but its ok now Prod helped me a lot he really is a great friend, but where did you go???

Ray: Oh I was downstairs in the kitchen eating some watermelon poptarts.....

Me: and you didnt bring me one fine no kiss for yoouu *flipping your hair and turninga away"

Ray: Oh Really?......

I forgot Ray was on the football team when i found myself in the air flopping on my bed! He ended up on top of me. Kissing my neck it was hard for me to get him to stop but it felt so good with his soft lips on my neck to my lips. Then it hit me I cant do this today! Im a virgin and im not ready for all this we only been together for a good month and its crazy. I stop him and kiss his lips one last time because it felt great to kiss him but I couldnt do that to prodigy. I slip my fuzzy slippers back on and he slaps my butt saying "I love you Janelle" it hurt but i said it back and told him i loved him back. The next day Princeton broke up with Cassey and started dating Skylar. Little did he know he was Cassey first love and wanted to destroy their love. Skylar in many years felt happy dating to her the best guy in the school them both having curly bushes when she didnt want to flat iron her hair. I get a video call the next day and see a unknown face. He looks great and grown but so familiar! I answer the phone and its my best friend from back home.....

Me: HEY!!! I MISS YOU....