Ride Or Die

Help Please

Just getting out the tub making love with prodigy I didnt know what to do i felt so happy and in love my world turned upside down I felt so happy with him. Then the call from Ray made my world turn off and drop, I didnt know what to do prod holding my hand because he saw me shaking and about to cry. I got myself together and picked up the phone.

Me:He-hello?

Ray: Hey babe wassup

Me: Nothing much just got out the tub

Ray: Did you enjoy it?

Me: Yeaa

Ray: Whats wrong baby girl?

Me: O nothing we just need to talk

Ray: O well good I was coming over in like 20 minutes

Me: O ok I-i see you when you get here

Ray: Ok Love you bye

Me: Byee *sniffling*

Now knowing Ray was coming over I was terrified. Me and Prod got dressed, every second went by i get even more nervous. I could feel myself shaking, prod just held me close and squeezed me like a new teddy bear. Knowing he would keep me safe and never hurt me I calmed down. I wore my knee shorts and half top with my blue toms. I went down stairs with him and everyone looked at us. Skylar and Roc saw the fear in my face then went upstairs and dragged Amenah with them, as they left I felt Amenah whispering to me she always did that it like when she does it all the words go into my mind and I hear every word like she could be a mile away and i hear her, guess thats love of almost 6 years. Skylar went to her room and called Prince to come over because she knew me like the back of her hand something was going to happen. Roc took Amenah to his room, never changes with them that is his girlfriend going on 4 months tomorrow. I sit on the counter and prod just looks at me like he's reading a book, am i that pretty, is my hair messed up? I look up at him and see how close he was to me, all i could do was hug him. That stopped when the doorbell rand my heart dropped and the maid opened it. It was Ray, seeing him walk into the living room wearing the outfit he wore on my favorite date it made me cry like crazy. Then more foot steps it was Jacob and Skylar. Prod kissed my forehead and went upstairs with them. Finding myself in the living room Ray looks at me and his smile disappears looking at my tears he takes his jacket off and runs to pick me up.

Ray: Janelle Natlie Ramirez?! Whats wrong babe?!!

Me: Put me down Ray

Ray: Ray? What happened to bae, sexy, lips, cutie pie, all my nicknames?

Me: I-i-i-i I dont love you like i thought I did...

Ray: ......whatchu mean?

Me: I cant be with someone I dont love Ray

Ray: Your ending us, after last night i poured my heart out to you

Me: Ray, after we got off the phone prod came

Ray: Yea he called me is he ok? Is he still here?

Me: Yea he with Roc SJ & Prince.....but....are you crying?

Ray: Please tell me you didnt Janelle.....YOU DIDNT PLEASE NO!!

Me: Raaayy, Im sorry I didnt mean to just I thought you didnt mean anything you said....

Ray: THE FUCK MAN WHAT YOU MEAN I LOVED YOU JANELLE AND YOU CHEAT ON ME!

Me: RAY IM SORRY!!!

Ray: NO SHUT UP YOUR JUST LIKE HER ALWAYS ASSUMING AND THEN HURT ME!!

Next thing to happen is a blur, after ray slapped me i was so in shock, scared, confused, I didnt know what to do. Prod and Ray ended up fight punches every where, Roc carring me to my room, SJ crying Prince trying to stop them Amenah in some crazed state, I didnt know what to do, say or anything I just know Ray and me werent together and it ended badly. Some weeks passed me and prodigy been happy together but ray been acting weird rumors of straving himself and Im worried about him after all he is my ex boo.

Skylar: Nelle I think I want to do it with Princey

Me: Well are you positively sure?

Skylar: I dont know, Im scared he might leave me after

Me: Has he tried to before? like force you

Skylar: No, hasnt even talk to me about it

Me: Well when ya'll ready and the moment comes you'll do it.

Prince: Do what?

Me & SJ: Nothing hehehehehe

Prince: Ummmm ookk hey nelle & beautiful

SJ: Come on bae I wanna see something

Me: Good Luck SJ

Prince: Whaat are yall talking about

SJ: Dont worry about it babe!

Prince: OK OK gosshhh

My life was great, honor roll at school, Prod and I are happy, Skylar is happy, Roc and Amenah are forever in love. What can be any better like Im a rich kid, I can get whatever I want. All of a sudden I get sick to my stomach was it something i ate?! Oh my gosh i hate throwing up, in the bathroom on the floor in my bathroom feeling sick as a dog. My phone rings and it a unknown number. I dont usually answer stuff like this but im in a good mood....

Me:Hello

??: Janelle?

Me: Yea who this

??: Dont worry just know you need to hurry to Rays house its police and everything?

Me: Whats going on? Is he ok?

??: Its ok the news *click*

Me: DAMN IT!! SJ COME TURN THE TV ON FOR ME MY STOMACH HURT!

SJ: Whats wrong, eww you throwing up *click*

Me: No duhhh *BLAAHHHHH*

News Man: Were here today with 35 year old Kesha Lopez mother of the victim. Ms.Lopez what is going on?

Kesha: He wants to kill hisself!!! My baby is about to jump off the roof and I guess its because this break up he just had weeks ago!! SOMEBODY SAVE MY BABY!!!

News Woman: The police will save him, Rayan De'Quann Lopez is a 17 year old student, he has reportedly been sick, weight lose, stress, and depression.

Me: TURN IT OFF!!! We gotta go save him!!!

SJ: 1. I already started the car 2. Did you and prod use protection?

Me: .........No, SJ I dont wanna be pregnant im only 16.......Im not ready....

SJ: We'll talk in the car COME ON!!