stories that would randomly appear in my mind

Deterioration.

What has happened to me.... Where is everyone? Why is it so dark?..... Why is it hard for me to remember anything?

.... I remember the moment where I was recruited into the H.R.W, drank the water from the fountain of youth and meet a new friends. Everything has charged since then.... I remember.. I remember going on a mission with a ranger his uniform was unrecognisable to me.... Is he American? Canadian? Maybe Russian? I don't know anything but the fact that he's one of my friends... It appears that he was stomping something. It looks like a crab except way larger and more fleshy... Black tendrils sprouted out of it and wrapped itself around his legs trying to do something but to no avail, the crab thing soon died from getting stomped to death...

Fast forward to two years later, Me and my friends were in a standoff with.... Who are those people?  What is the armour they are wearing?.... The faces... I recognise their faces.. but who are they? Most importantly, who are the people that's on my side? I know the Ranger and Engineer from before.... I believe that hardhats name was Danish or something? Other than that, The robot (wait is that actually a robot?), the Ranger from before  except... Wait why is he holding a pistol? Why is he bleeding from the head... I need to help him immediately. I can't let him stay like that, he'll get even more hurt if I didn't treat him now.... I tried to move my arms but it doesn't budge a single bit... What is happening.... J A M E S are you alright friend?

I got fast towards to present day.... I think I'm inside a clinic of some sort... Wait no, this is a lab... M Y  L A B...... I was remember now.... I was researching something... Researching the effects of a mind controlling parasites and it's effect on the victims soul... I feel a dark presence behind me and saw two faceless people wearing come kind of armour, one of them was seemingly staring right into my soul while the other suddenly grabs me by the collar and everything goes back to black..... Why was I researching about parasites? Why am I wearing a lab coat all the sudden and who are those people??? I asked those questions outloud but got no answer....I am all alone..somebody respond to me... Who am I?