"Huh??? Kath..what are you..?" You said with a glare of jealousy.
"Urg..Never mind.." You walked off with Nathan while trying not to care. Maybe jealousy weren't right for you. Maybe Kath is just playing around. Maybe it was just a mistake. You felt bad, horrible, sick. Like you're about to vomit. But you didn't. You didn't want to. You didn't care...you didn't care from the outside of your expression. But you can feel the burning from the inside.
You take a sit beside Roy as Nathan came and sat beside you. Jackson sat in front of you. Then you saw Karry and Kath coming together with a chuckle as of they are having some fun conversation.
Ouch..
What was this feeling? It's like thousands of knifes stabbing my heart.
Stop..it..It..really hurts..really...
You said while banging your heart softly. "Y/n, is everything alright?" Roy asked in a worry. "Uh-Ya. I'm fine..I'm totally..-" Then you saw the two whispering to each other secretly with a laugh. "-I'm totally Fine." Then you spilled your orange juice on your skirt purposely. "Oops~ Excuse me for a moment please~." You said with a bright smile telling them that you are OK. Telling them that you are FINE. Telling them that you can't hold it anymore..
"Okay. But hurry.." Roy said with a weak smile. No one could notice except you and your fragile heart. You walked off as your smile turned to your cold glare. You went pass by Karry and Kath as he held your hand and asked. "Y/n. Where are you going?..Are you Okay?" By him asking you whether you are okay made you burst into tears. But you can't. You reminded yourself to keep it in and let it go when your victim is not here. All you have to do is..smile.."I'm fine. Why don't you go and take a seat first? I'll come back in a moment." You said. "Oh. Okay, then. Don't take too long okay?" Karry said with a weak smile. "Y/n. If you really need some help, come and talk to me okay?" Kath said with a worry as well. "I'll be fine, Kath. Go and take your break." You said fake smiling at her. She just gave a nod. "Karry, let's go." She said putting her arms around Karry's. You couldn't hold it. It was coming. If you drop it once, you knew it will never end. It will be hard to end. You ran as fast as you could. You ran and ran. You didn't know where to run. You knew toilet wouldn't help because others might be there. Your classroom was filled with your friends. But, you knew somewhere. Somewhere no one could ever find you in this world. Somewhere Karry said when he feels sad, he comes and let it all go. Somewhere..your love started.
It was here. It was still here. The bright yellow sunlight shone down as you could feel the warmth. As you could feel it is comforting you. Water that was glittering down slowly made your tears drip. You squat down on the floor as your tears were running down one by one, then dropped down like non-stop. You had to be strong but you couldn't. Instead you were getting weaker. You felt your heart burning, breaking, stabbing, stinging as it is hurting badly.
Then you stood up and take a seat on the white bench that was always waiting for you. You looked down at the water fountain and saw your reflection of your face. Then you thought.
Do I like Karry? Is my heart pointing towards him?
Then you thought about one thing that you ever want to know and yet never.
Does Karry likes me?
You were starting into you. Wondering. "And..Do I like him?" You mumbled. You were still staring into your reflection. Then you saw Karry's. Right beside yours. "Urg~ I'm dreaming about him, I guess." You said with annoyance. "No you're not." His voice snapped out of your dullness. You quickly looked up and saw Karry. It wasn't a dream at all.
"K-Karry~~~...What brings you here?" You said in a surprise. "Let me ask you first. What brings you here?" He said with his arms crossed. "Roy just told me that you went to the toilet because you spilled your juice. But I don't even think you have. The juice is still here. On your skirt, not washed."Damn!
You thought as you bit your lips.
"Okay, I didn't go to the toilet. In fact, I didn't even wanted to." You said telling the truth. "What brings you here, Karry?" You asked with your arms crossed doing the same action what Karry is doing. "Well, you weren't coming back at all. So I went to find you. I asked the girls whether you were in the toilet, but they said no. So, the only place you could go, the only place you could hide where no one can find you in this world except me. Is here. In our secret garden." He said with a smirk. "So don't try to fool me, young lady~" "Cheeky.." You mumbled in a tone where Karry can here it. "Oi! No one have ever call me that." Karry pouted. "Well, I just called you~" You smirked."But, Y/n. Why did you come here? I mean..you said you're going to the toilet.." Karry asked. You shrugged. You didn't know what to say. "Okay. Before I could answer your question, you have to answer mine first." You said with an evil smile as Karry nodded with a shiver. "Do you.. like.. anybody?" You asked with a red face. "Ya. I do." He said nodding. That was it. You didn't want to ask him anymore. "Oh..Okay.." You gave a weak smile to him. You didn't want to start all over again. "My turn now. Why did you run off? Why didn't you go to the toilet?" He asked the same question again. And you had to answer. You had to answer the truth. "I ran away..because.. It's the same thing what you have said to me. Whenever I see you with Kath..I don't know..I feel..weird.. But it wasn't just weird, it hurts at the same time." You said with a weak smile. "And..I ran because..You and Kath looked so happy together. Did you enjoyed? Because..I don't think I did." You said with your cold eyes then walked off. You walked then run. Then sprint. But after awhile, it went fine. Because you said to Karry how you felt All from your Heart.
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:Hello~~ Soooo~~~ How is the story? Well, perhaps I should say, How was the story? Was it kinda heart breaking? Hehehe~^^Sorry if you didn't feel any *Blushes* or *Awww* or *Touching* or *Bleed nose*
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It must be Destiny
FanfictionA talented girl and a transferred student from America. China was new and you had no idea how you had to adopt in this environment. It started from when you had home-stay at your mothers' friend's house. And meeting a guy-friend, Karry. You were hav...