Flashback
BonitaJust thinking of my ex Jay makes my blood boil I will never get back with him
should have never been a coward he was weak I thought we were a power couple a good looking couple I didn't even have eyes for other guys
she was real cool when I first met her we was close man I told her everything
She prove to me she was down for me when we would get down with bitches In high school
we would bang no question one fight I was down she kicked the shit out the girl
grabbed her by her hair punching In the stomach while she was on top of me
Her home girls tryed to come In she sprayed one and punched the other in the eye she even backed off
The more me and tonya got closer the more dangerous it became she knew too much about me what I like and what I did she know my schedule
She was plotting on me the whole time she pretend
Spying on me she was in a gang that was against my father called spmThey were after my father well there whole ganged hated my father for stealing there drugs
He got rich off there drugs and he stole there connection , he became big off of it they still want his head for it
They payed her alot of money to be friend me
And she did but she didn't like me .I was dating Jay we were so in love I decided to surprise him and show up at his studio apartment I knew where he kept the key
Had a bottle of strong but good wine we liked and tacos that I made and even a blunt for us I knew he said he was craming for his finals
This was around the time i was in college and usually I left him alone cause we both focused on school we were a determined strong couple so I thought
I came in seen candle light
And heard music playing
It was unusual from him to be playing music I knew he did his work in candle lightWhen it was late he would
And it was late I just wanted for us to cuddle up or have sex
I mean it doesn't matter what time of the night it is
If you want your man you want your manInstead I walked in his room
I knew I saw two shadows in the light I seen a half naked Tonya on top of Jay in the bed kissing himI yelled you bitch I started flipping out how could she do this to me I always had this feeling but damn it all came to me we started fighting I beat on him to
You're scum you and her you dumb ass bitch you come in and just break up homes
Just an idiot to fall for her
I was stupid enough to trust both of themI was crushed I didn't cry infront of them hell nah
I yanked tonya when she got up we was banging I could tell she really didn't want to hurt me for some reason thoughAll 3 of us were up I was just punching her non stop I lost it jay finally stopped
Us until I don't know where she got a knife from but she cut me on my arm deep toFuck I yelled my arm was on fire
Dripping blood she ran out throwing up her hood saying I was never her friend
And it wasn't overWhat did she want from me? She knew alot about me never trusting a soul after that
I broke up with Jay
I slapped the shit out of him busting his lip he didn't even say shit just stared at MeWith a mad angry look on his face I went to his bath room patched up my arm ran some warm water on the cut I mumbled
She barely cut me weak bitchI ran out after that to my car
I stared to cry then my crying turned into anger as I sat in my car so many thoughts rushed to MeAnd even memories of us
Even Tonya she was my friend so I thought I got of my car with the song Kelly price of friend of mine playing I took my keys off my car that was engine leaving it onI got out crying and angry
I started to key his car all over I dragged the key from
The front all the way to the back it wasn't overI popped open my trunk I grabbed the bar thing you use to change a tire I didn't know I had that much strength I busted out his two windows
That felt a little better
Tonya came out of no where once again we were face to face just us twoShe was smiling this time
What the fuck is wrong with this messed up bitch we
Launched at eachotherI didn't care if she still had the knife I didn't know if she still did I was punching her with all my strength I was going and going til she some how got me off her she started kicking me
Trying to drag me untilI grabbed her foot hard got up and she had her knife swinging at me
I punched her in stomach hard and made her fall and the knife
I kicked it away
She layed there hurt & defeatedThe thing she didn't know
Was that I was strong I work out with a bad ass instructor he name was balsewho taught my dad ND Me how to fight my dad wrote him to find me and teach me And my brother
So if we got into situations we knew how to get our self's out that's what she didn't know about me
I told my brother about her and showed Him a picture he knew exactly who she was I try to stay out of that world the less I know the better
But eventually I had to learn some things or my life could get ugly just because I wanted to be blind and pretend people didn't know who my father was a lot of
people knew him yeah everybody was smoking my dad had it All from pot to pills to crack he sold a little bit of everything I have to tell you these things if I don't you won't get this story
So there were major people who figured out who me and my brother were literally a lot ppl would even ask me if I knew where to get some since my dad got locked up the streets had hustlers but now a days bad ones dangerous drug dealers
Some people didn't wanna get involvedTonya eventually disappeared back to her side for a while I would run into her randomly and when I did
It was a blood bath I heard she got knocked up and is now laying low cause she got a handful of gangsters and there females after her doesn't surprise me tho
I'm still gone get that bitch
For betraying me I heard she was
Still after me I end up moving
After a couple months not cause of her
It won't be much words when I do face her .
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La Chica Negra
ChickLitBonita Sanchez was only accepted by one world and that was the black world bt to never be accepted by the Latinos made her stronger going thru hell with her mother who just doesn't understand her. and father whose been in prison her whole life and...