La Chica Negra

chpt 1 just the beginning

Bonita. Nita , Nitalita my mom yells I don't feel like moving as I lay in my bed...

I sit up slip on my slippers I always feel like a Zombie when I wake up I am so Not a Morning person.
I don't know where she comes up with these names I yell I'm coming as I go to the kitchen.

My mom hands me my plate Good morning sleepy she says morning ma thank you . I grab the plate and walk to my room

. I turn on the tv with my remote sit and start eating yes my mom makes the best breakfast.
Cheese scrambled eggs yes turkey bacon , potatoes , and a tortilla.
My phone vibrates it's jay ugh he's my ex he just can't get over me
I gave him a chance I thought I wanted something different but he was so dysfunctional he was always loosing money and the dummy cheated on me. I pick it up and it reads " I miss you Nita I'm really sorry" .
I just don't respond I start to getting my day started I go to my bathroom in my room it's decorated in red zebra print . I brush my teeth wash my face

I take off my pajamas slide the glass door and get in to take a shower. 30 min showers wake me up in the morning I grab my towel and get out as I air dry I get my flat Arron and plug it up in my bathroom next to the mirro sink Now what to wear walking up to my closet .
I grab my Black shirt with the back out my jeans that fit my curbs , my white cardigan Jaket and my combat boots. Then my black and gold diamond squared earrings. I am blessed looking in the mirror with my Latina hips and my negra butt and perky boob's. I guess you can say I'm a winner. I'm the girl every one wants but can't have.

Yeah I've had my heart torn up a few times. I refuse to let it happen again. Use to be a sweet girl but once a good girl goes bad she's gone forever.

Fizz Fizz I hope it's not Jay texting me again. Wrong it's my girl Lina shes my best friend been ever since our freshman year.

Today is cinco De Mayo so we're going to festival here in Omaha Nebraska. It's a 5 day event it's only the beginning of it Everybody comes not just Latinos blacks , whites , ect everybodys Tryna show there face and look cute.

Lina will be on her way In 20 mins so I quickly go The bath room and curl my hair in loose curls apply a little mascara since I already have long eye lashes and eyeliner

I hear my phone vibrate as soon as I finish must be Lina yup she's here I spray on some perfume grab my hand bag off the dresser

bye Nita have fun see you later love you my mom says bye ma love you too I walk up and get in Linda's two door 2013 malibu blue with tan seats inside and get it

"what's up chica ! Lina says she's is mixed too she's Italian and black and native. Almost the same things as me.

Her skins is more lighter then mines I'm more of a light Carmel . She looks sorta white she's what you call a red bone you ready or what chica are you gonna get some numbers? Haha I say jokingly she says

I might and grins we pull up damn it's deep. I hope don't nothing pop off ugh

Nebraska is crazy the death rate Is high it's no joke but I don't want to talk about that. We get out me and Lina always pull up looking right

We go buy tickets to the rides for some kids there kids are really precious they deserve to not have any worries
then we walk around I see some good looking guys here but I never approach them I wait for them to approach me

I freeze I see Jay he knows I love things like this are eyes meet but I look away I whisper to Lina and we walk away

I see him coming I move to fast he tried to yell my name but I ignored em why can't he get the message that creep just don't get it lina says I nod exactly

we continue to walk around the festival buy some quesidias and fruit with chamoy red sauce. Listen to some Latino guys play the guitar the sound of the Spanish guitar is breathe taking

its weird that I enjoy this stuff since my grandpa and grandma passed I forgot alot about who I am

I need some guidance my papa taught me Spanish and I spoke it fluently up to the age of 7 then I moved away with a man my mom started seeing

I'd only saw my grandparents every summer or holidays random weeks when my mom and her boyfriend wanted to take a vacation.

I see the Latins start to dance there really enjoying it some of the men are drunk you can tell by the way there moving sorta off beat and slow lol looks really funny

I can feel someone eyes on Me I look over to see this medium size Latino with dimples and beautiful brown eyes with a ripped size body.

Hi mami what's your name beautiful he says I'm Bonita.  Bonita eh? that you are wow what a name and yours I ask shyly I'm Ramon Santna he says nice to meet you Bonita

I love your name he says smiling he's breathe taking he has glowing tan skin I can smell he's cologne Thank you I say then he kisses my hand and walks away.

So me and Lina continue to enjoy are self's it's dark now they light the fire lamps some guy started handing out margaritas me and Lina took one. This party is really about to start Lina yells then we see or girls Ash And India we all been cool since like are junior year aye b** ches

Come over here turn up they walk up the man hands them a margarita then we start taking shots I don't get to faded cause the whole time me and my girls were dancing to the guitar I could feel Roman looking at me.

I get butterflies I've never dated a Latin I sure hope to. Yeah I know I'm part Mexican but I wasn't brought up that way being black Is dominate so that's what im consider even know they can tell .

I finally get tired and stop dancing when I catch my breathe I see Ramon he's coming my way

"hey Bonita looks like your having fun".
he says damn your beautiful when he says that I instantly get chills through my body

And he has a little accent he gives me a piece of paper written with his number and walks away. He's smooth I don't know what it is about he's La swag but I'm digging it .