I was woken up by my phone buzzing on the night stand. I looked over at the alarm clock 4:15 am who could be calling at this time. I grabbed my phone the screen read "mom" I wondered why she would be calling but answered anyway " y/n honey you need to get home now" urgency in her tone "what's going on mom?" I asked worriedly "love I can't tell you over the phone" and with that she hung up. I was left with so many questions I shook Niall awake "what's wrong love?"
"Niall I gotta go home right now"
"why?"
"my mom just called its important she wouldn't tell me over the phone I have to go now!" I exclaimed
As I hurriedly got dressed he quickly followed as he grabbed his keys and we ran downstairs. We finally got to the car a sped down the street. I was home shortly after. I gave him a quick hug and sprinted inside. I opened the door and saw my parents on the couch my mother crying against my father's shoulder. "Whats going on?" My mom just shook her head and cried more by now I was on the verge of tears. "honey sit down" my father said. " y/n baby your grandma is no longer with us"
I couldn't believe the words I was hearing " what?" I was now staring blankly at the wall I ran to my room. I don't handle my emotions well I jumped on my bed and began screaming and crying and punching my pillow. I was out of breath so I laid on my back breathing heavily as tears flooded my eyes. I knew my grandma had been sick for a while but I'd always seen her and she was happy and said she couldn't wait till I graduated. I would smile at her and promise I wouldn't let her down. I hadn't seen her recently because I have been caught up in my own little bubble. I feel like absolute shit. I can't get the image of her smiling at me and asking about school out of my head. So I keep crying. It's now 6:00 am and I haven't stopped crying. Nialls tried calling but I won't answer. I know it's wrong but I feel like if I'd never met him I would have spent more time with her. I finally fall asleep with her smile stuck in my head like a beautiful melody.
