His Rani sa replaced by destiny

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Play arrarari ru from jawan or chidiya

Naina pov
After some time of practice the girls left and I went inside home only to found aarya drawing
"Aww my baby is drawing?" I asked pulling her on my lap

"Mumma see itch me and itch you and itch.." she suddenly stopped (its)

"Who is it baby doll ?" I asked looking at drawing where it's a figure but with no face or structure

"Idk mumma I saw my friends drawing 3 members in family but why we are only 2 " she asked and suddenly the memories Hit me

"Isn't mumma enough for you baby ? Does you ever feel mumma's love is not enough?" I asked wanting to know if my efforts are somewhere missing

Instead of answering me aarya get up from my lap and hugged me
"Noi mumma I love you solly"
(Sorry)

"Mumma also loves you baby doll" I hugged her back

"Chalo aab kal school bhi hai aapko " I said while tucking her in bed

I sang a song for her

A loud knock broke my trance

"Who?" I asked as it's already so late at night

"Bhabhi ji hum hai kanhaiya" the voice replied of so it's kanha

He is the one who is helping us since we live here

I opened door

"Bhabhi ji mithai khao" he said forwarding the peda(sweet dish)

He is like brother to me

"Aree aree pr hua ka" I asked

"Ahilya ch lagn tharlay,  porga sarkari naukari kartoy aplaych gao cha Haye ki" he replied in excitement
(Ahilya's  marriage is fixed and the boy is at government job and he belongs from our village)

"Par ahilya toh bss 15 ki hai na?" I asked confirming and in shock

"Ho bai saheb mahit aahe pr toh lagnala 3 varsh thambayla tayar aahe" he said
(Yes I know but he is ready to wait 3 years for marriage)

"Ahilya ko pasand hai?" I asked

"Usse abhi tak pucha nahi bai saheb" he replied

"Pehli baat hume bai saheb bulana band kare hum kahi ki Rani nahi hai aur dusri baat ahilya se puchiye aur itni jaldi na kare" I replied maybe I will sound slightly rude and I will apologize for that later but I can't risk of revealing the truth and about ahilya she is just a teen her mind is not developed

"Fine , pr tu rajkumari se kam nahi mere liye aur jab tak tera bhai hai tu humesha meri rajkumari bann ke rahegi " he said slightly sad
(Rajkumari- princess)

"Dada maaf kar do na hume gusse me baat nahi karni chahie thi pr kya karte ahilya humari beti jaisi hai aur uska Jeevan hum kharab toh nahi hone de sakte na " I told him holding my ears

"Koi na laado me samajh sakta hu "he said tapping my cheek affectionately

"Ja tu so ja aab kal subah bohot kaam hai " he said And went

I sighed and close door I sat on cot beside aarya and caressed her head

Suddenly i don't know what my mind thought but I played chidiya song

This song reminds me of someone someone really close to me I mean who was and this song somewhere describes me my happiness is my aarya 

I am alive for her I am living for her she is my reason behind living my princess