"CRAZY LITTLE THING CALLED FAN"

childhood sweethearts

AJ's POV

i left a note inside a book when i was in the library. I know she'll get the note. Eventhough she's not studying in our school. She always go there... just to see me.

I don't consider her as my stalker. Coz stalker doesn't often show their identities. I always see her. She always send me foods at school and she never missed doing that even a single day.

Pmnta aq s meeting place ng mas maaga. And by looking outside, i saw a familiar face. Soohyun hyung's stalker. Nahuli q kc syang pnapakialaman ung bag ni soohyun. Dq nlng pnansin.

And as i've expected, dmting c saphinx ng mas maaga s cnbi qng oras. The reason n mas inagahan q kc i don't want her to wait for me..

Knina kpb? sorry kng gnhntay ka ahh? - saph

okay lng.. hmm shall we order? 

she nodded

and we ordered.. while we we're eating

hmm Jae, ano pala ibg m sbhin dun s note??

i took a deep breath bgo mgsalita.. I don't wanna hurt her, so as early as possible. She needs to know this..

i know that u like me.. - me

i just don't like u jae, i love you 

i closed my eyes for a sec.. I'm sorry saph, i like u too. But, only as a friend.

No Jae, baka nalilito ka lang. Maybe, u have feelings for me too... that's possible nmn db?? - cnbi nya un na parang naluluha n sya

Sorry... i'm not the right guy for you. U're kind, u're smart and pretty. You'll find someone better than me, someone who will love u with all his heart..

and her tears fell the moment i was talking. Knuha q ang panyo q pra punasan ang luha nya, she was just staring at me while i was wiping her tears. She's too hurt U__U

Why can't u love me?? what's wrong? ano pb ang kulang?? bawal bng pumatol sa isang Fan m lng?? hndi b pwede un?? TT__TT

Its not that... i'm really sorry. but i don't love u

but.. TT__TT but its not too late... can't u learn how to love me?? TT__TT - she's still crying

i didn't answer.. coz i really don't know the answer

Tumayo n sya at umalis.. Hnabol q sya

Hnwakan q ang wrist nya.. Ihahatid na kita

She smiled .. but i can see it in her eyes that  she's really hurt.. Kasalanan q to, dpt noon p lng cnbhan q n sya. Thank you, but I can manage.

No.. ihahatid na kita - i insist

Kaya q nga umuwi mag isa.. Jae, the more n nkkta kta ngaun, the more akong nsasaktan.

After sh said that, hinayaan q nlng syang umalis. But to make sure n safe syang nkauwi, snundan q sya. Nang maassure qng nkauwi n sya ng safe, umuwi nrin aq s bahay q. Knuha q ung photo albums ko sa cabinet.

All the memories are here.. Tinignan q ung mga pictures s album. Mgnda tlga sya kht nung mga bata pa kami. Looking at our picture where nakaakbay aq kay saph.. 7 y/o plng sya dto, while i'm 9 y/o. We're childhood friends. We we're really close before. Halos hndi n kmi mpghwalay ng mga parents nmin. Lagi kming mgkasama. Mnsan nga, s bahay p sya natutulog. Bata p kmi nun kaya walang malisya kht mgkatabi kmi s bed.

Lagi syang nakayakap skin pg mtutulog n sya noon. And she's really sweet. She has a brother, pero hndi q nkilala dhil dun sya nkatira s grandparents nila. Ngkakilala kmi nung 5 y/o plng sya.